oldwolf's Blog

Sitting here reading when I should be working;nothing new here, but O how it mounts up till yet another reason not to appears...can never get it all done anyway...
Ahh the life of one step at a time and that to come when tells you it must.
And in my reading "Love is all that matters" rears it's head and burst upon me. My rational says that is not talking of the romantic love, but the love for others that we are meant to feel; and back it roars; no, it is that personal love ...and yes it is not about romantic love, but it is about that personal love that we immerse ourselves in and float deeply upon ...whether it be for the wind singing songs to take one traveling while they sit by the fire, or moving through space and sharing the lights and colors with others and being uplifted in this moment we call Now; which is O so much more that we Know, or care to let come to full awareness in this sleep most call life.
Ah for the life of the run on sentence...yet the connecting dots and jots of punctuation sometimes are all we get to do if we want to get the thoughts inside out on paper...or on the screen. We can always shape it better when re-read we must to find out how much came through the true
The mind is a mighty, wonderful thing yet pales beside the greater...Spirit - O so much more - yet so many know it least.

And i procrastinator that i be, Know it not much more than most, but she pushes through and ever so gently yet sometimes fiercely wakes me to that More.
The dreams of what we might yet do, as one gets older the whisper that now they cannot be - for the program runs that doing is for the young (but we forget the last part....whether young or old.... of heart - for only the young of heart have the innocence, the boldness, the naivte' to walk light heartedly over the edge and fly off into the unknown abyss) - for spirit knows that we are here to experience and all is grist for the mill.

And so I post this for others that hear, or dream that this may be true.
A wake up call, a reminder, that we Are here in this Now...and the life we allow is up to us, for there is so much more out there. And out there is the place where spirit lives and projects inside to this short now, that we humans tend to call life...
Awaken to the more, t'is but a breath away.

Be Here Now is ever so true, but the Now dost hold ever so much More.

Loving you

Namaste

For some it is about a struggle to gain power
To be able to do this or that.
And in that struggle comes the pride
I can do this and I can do that ........
But as well comes the little gnawing fear
That others might make of it but little
And be able to do so much more.

And always the temptation is to push
Into the world of look at me ....... see what I can do.

Alone and sometimes lonely
Yet quelling that with the inner Connections
Stand those of the true Power ...... the power to Be.
To Be that which I Am.
Nothing more no trumpet calls ......
But naught less either.

For that I am goes back to the Source
And the One mantled as Creator
Becomes the All with all that that entails;
The ability to do all
But not to be lost in the illusion of the doing.

Not to succumb to the siren song
Of identifying oneself with any power or ability,
But with the Being standing forth ......

The Being ......
O so much More .
For the Being is One with the All
And when we try to give it a name
The closest we can come is Love.

But what a love .......
So much more than mere mortals might speak of
For it takes us far Beyond
Into the realm of the gods
And not being lost in the Maya
We find our purpose in being that which we Are
And stand true to Self
And Be

So paltry the words ........
So wonderful the Union .......
For when the All and the One Combine
We Become Whole .......
And words fail.


"And 'LOVE' was all he could say"



Namaste (my Spirit Bows to your Spirit)

Whither goest thou O my soul
Looking down the PathWays Walked
Lessons Learned and yet so much more still left

Ever to the Abyss are you drawn
For naught here can capture near as well
Knowing the awesome rapture of pure vulnerability
That Comes from taking that further step outward
Where there be no firmness but the Knowing
That whatever will be ....t'is well
And Change be ever with us
And we Can adapt amidst the many Opportunities
To Grow on yet further into the Beyond

Deep in the humility of Knowing that I Know not
Open to the prospect of learning what I may
Hoping that I may discern truly and not assume
Casting expectations aside...into the Abyss I leap

When one jumps from the Known into what is not now known
All possibilities inherent are , including that of pain & death
Only with the cloak of Truth and openness, true vulnerability,
Ready to find whatever may Be
Can one survive and flourish

And so we go forth
Mystics, Seekers, Wise Ones, Shamans
and many named others held in high esteem;
not by those of worldly bent
But with those whose vision be ever drawn anon to Spirit.

And so we go forth to learn the More
To grow into the Beyond
Ever accepting the Change of Being it does bring
For no longer are we who and what we once were.

Change has worked it's wonders
And we ... all we can say is...
we are Now Here

For This Now Becomes all that was and will be
And limits never were but what was thought;
accepting Change and assuming not
Expectations swept aside
....
we find we Are
And never more shall that be the same
For Existence to be must Change embrace
And we Are One with All

In truth the only responsibility we CAN take is for ourSelfs.

And the only way to Know what that means - is to learn to Be Still enough to Listen to the Higher Self.

Each IS in Connection..... we but try to find excuses to maintain the program of ignorance that alas was our birthrite passage into this particular realm....whose vibrations it IS ours to Change.


Blessings


And Yee Hah y'all - what an adventure - Be True to your Self


Be Whole


Blessings and Love


Namaste