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Also, I really didn't know what was going on 20 years ago. My judgement in some fashion might have been a little different. Or maybe it was diverted by all the horrible, new problems I was facing then. I don't know. But some of the things that were going on and said back then were really ridiculous. But once again, I am not the one who said or did them. Like his notion that police take away a person's license when they feel the slightest need. That was never true. I found out just this year, most of the people of Detroit are driving around the metro area without insurance, and obviously no one stops them. And I live in a city with horrible crime and abuse and other social problems. And all I was ever doing was minding my own business and trying to live my life. And they were following me around and harassing me. And that car issue just never went away, which in itself doesn't really make any sense. Like I said, it seems like another obvious form of abuse again. But it was taking on a life of its own and going off in several different directions it seems. Until that guard was killed in that drug store in my neighborhood and it all ended I guess. But the abuse continued long after that, which is why I thought it was still going on. Horrible abuse, lawlessness, outstanding arrest warrants, unpaid fines. Right in my own neighborhood sometimes. There was horrible abuse going on next door with that lady. Just that I knew of. And she never bothered to renew her license. And she was one of the people in my neighborhood I suspect was part of that car nonsense that started around 2005 for no apparent reason. Along with the other examples of it, which seem like that must not be coincidence.

We are going to look into all of that. Not only how I was treated unfairly, but how other things were going on while they were wasting tax payer time and money bothering me. And also like I said, what the driving record and status was of the people in my neighborhood. The ones that were starting all this nonsense out of the blue. I think that is a very good question and I think most people would agree with me on that.

And like I said, the main issue in my life surrounding the police is that they think they are above the law. They seem to think they make the law even or that their opinion supersedes the law sometimes even. Especially when they don't agree with this. It's outcome, a ruling or agree with it for political reasons. I used to support that to some degree, the police taking the law into their hands, when I was younger. But around 20-30 years ago I no longer did, and began to see how wrong it was too and how much harm it could lead to. And then I started seeing stories on TV that mirrored this too. Like a story former Fox 2 Detroit news anchor Ron Savage did once. This homeless drug addict was living in a house in a nice neighborhood. He certainly couldn't afford it, but he inherited it somehow. And he couldn't even afford to pay the electric bill. But a police officer wanted to move in there. Now obviously police officer would make a much better neighbor than a homeless drug addict, everyone would agree. But they were harassing him, doing random search and seizures to make he want to leave and give up the home. He recorded one raid on VCR. And as the police broke down the front door you could hear them talking about him finalizing one step in signing over the home to him. But the home was rightfully his. The police have no right to take someone's property by force anymore than anyone else. And he had nowhere else to stay. We may not agree with the law always, no one does. But we all agree what the law says and that we are obligated to follow it. Or that other story I saw on TV about a mentally ill man who committed a murder. He was found not guilty by reason of insanity. And he was trying to move into a neighborhood with children nearby. Again, the police started harassing him until he left. I think that was one of the first stories I saw that made me think of this. This mentally ill man was doing nothing wrong living there. And none of his neighbors would be able to get away with doing something like that. Plus if the police thought that the laws didn't protect children enough, or address issues like where people can move and things like that, they should lobby to have the law changed. Not take matters into their own hands, ever. It's wrong when anyone does it, it's very wrong when they do it and they're the only group that could get away with something like that.

And that's what they've done with me. For 20 years they made my life a nightmare by tryin to take away my license. Even though I was a good driver with a good record and all the things I needed like a valid license and insurance. Even though they knew how it would destroy my life and endanger me. Even thought it was none of their business and not their place to say what groups can drive in Michigan and whether those laws are all right that way. And now there's a real chance I could lose that all if I lost my hands and feet to neuropathy. There's no way I could live that way, walking around the streets of Detroit waiting for buses and even going to the corner store that way. I'd be in great danger. And like 20 years ago, I'd have to be doing that in the cold with my diabetic, neuropathic feet, walking thru all the debris and trash and broken side walks we have here. And being a prisoner in my own home most of the time, because it's hard enough to get stuff done and plan to do things with my life the way it is. Carrying groceries and laundry, and taking my cat to the vet when she needs it. And as far as to what degree the police are responsible for all of this. The permanent damage, the psychological abuse that almost ended in tragedy on many occasions and the rest. I only know what I've stated here. The harassment for over 30 years, following me to parks and doing things like that, in Detroit and Dearborn and couple of other places. Trying to take away my car when I was good driver. That last one showing not only did they endorse all the harm the court and Eric where doing to me, and secretly doing to me, with those medicines and all the other things they did. But also that they thought it should be taken to whole new level and in a new direction. All of that, and taking away my car, my only means of safety and independence, too.

And there's also the issue of people living independently. Not just the mentally ill, but elderly people too and other groups. Groups with other disabilities. And people like poor people and certain minority groups who don't the ability to afford a good lawyer, or fight what that court and police did to me. And it doesn't matter if it happened in the past to me, or even if it just happened in the past to others. The fact it happened is enough. That is the damage. And they all continue the harm by hiding it, and not taking responsibility for what they did or even what they knew was going on. And the harm that was done to me certainly isn't going away. It's permanent, and it might be getting worse. There's a real chance I could lose my independence, lose my ability to drive even. Even after fighting the police over that issue for twenty years. And what if that happened to someone's grandmother or grandfather? Or someone else like me who was just minding there own business and trying to live their life? They almost drove me to suicide, more than once in the past. But fate always intervened. And I think it was to expose them all and expose what happened. And there's a record of it all. A record of those three things I keep talking about. They weren't my imagination. And I am going to spend the rest of my life exposing it making sure there is some accountability to people who did that to others.

Like I said, the police are obviously involved in all of this. They are willing participants and they clearly just don't care. They say most cops aren't bad cops. But not only did they take part in all of this, but they took it to a whole new level with the car thing. The worse thing you could do to anyone, take away their freedom and independence like that. And even back then I knew it would be much worse with me. But they still did it and they just didn't care. They didn't really think I'd manage, they didn't care what became of me after they did that. And now I am damaged, helpless and alone, and I may lose all of that. Including my quality of life, my ability to care for myself. All things that driving and things like that have made possible. And they were doing it for over 20 years and it never occurred to them that it was wrong or to stop. And they still refuse to take refuse to take responsibility. Not if I can help it.

Like I said, I was all forced treatment to end and all my medical consent restored. Especially before I become old and begin having some real illnesses thanks to them. I want all the secrecy to end, and I want it revealed what they did to others too. And I want full compensation for all the damage they and others did to me, so I can always lead a good quality of life. Which as I said always will include driving, I will always bring up. Along with what they did to me with that.

And like I've said, to anyone who was part of this but doesn't feel responsible. Perhaps they didn't know everything that was going on. The harm that was done to me, the harm they were doing to others and what they fellow workers were doing then. But they still took part in it, and that makes them still responsible. They knew what they were doing was wrong, and yet they still took part. And they did it for years, they didn't try to warn anyone or stop it, or object in anyway. And they took part in things they knew full well were plainly wrong or illegal, like trying to take the car away from a law-abiding citizen, who was just trying to live his life. And knowing the danger that would put him in too and the harm it would do. And obviously motivated by something about me that was in no way wrong or my fault. (My homosexuality is the most likely reason, and I plan on spending the rest of my life looking into that and exposing it too.) They did all of this, they knew what they were doing, they had full knowledge of that, and they were complicit in it all, and didn't care. And now I am damaged, my life devastated and destroyed, and I don't even know what the future holds for me medically, or if I will always be able to maintain my current quality of life. But no one seems to care, no one wants to take responsibility, clearly none of the above want to pay for it, and officially my case doesn't even exist. I guess I am expected still to play along, but even if that is the case I don't know for how long. Because it seems something should have happened by now.

And like I said, I plan on spending what little time I have left having all those people held accountable, and exposed for all of this. So they are held accountable, people know what they did to me and others, I get the compensation I need, and this never happens again. Especially in secret, for many years now.