Jimbee68's blog

And just to be clear the way this will end for me, the only way it will end, is when they tell me the truth. When Eric, Wayne County Probate Court, and the police and all the rest who are also willing participants in all of this, tell me the truth. Tell me that Eric is my legal guardian, I don't have full rights of citizenship, I don't have medical consent, reckless decisions can be and are being made behind my back, I am being lied to about my medical status and the dangers of the medicines I am taking and there is a secret guardianship program in Michigan. Maybe I am one the few people enrolled in it, I don't know. But I read online that is never justified. To lie to someone in our legal system. Not even to the worst criminal, which I am definitely not anyways. Because all forms should be real and all proceedings genuine. We should always be able to trust the integrity of our legal system. There is no situation where that could possibly be justified. And if they can use that reasoning for me, who knows who else this is happening to here or how they're being harmed. And how would they know? They are lying to me about my legal status, they are lying to me about my medical status and something may be very wrong with me physically. And they won't even tell me the truth about that. My doctors and others are still coerced into silence about it. Even though you're not allowed to use medicine to harm the worst felon. Even people on death row in the US have the right to adequate medical care. Up till the moment they kill them. But not me apparently.

And until they admit to that above, I will assume they are still lying to me, and deceiving me too about something very serious and very wrong. And if any harm, any harm at all, in any way, results from that, it is their fault. Their fault and their fault alone. And I am going to spend what little life I have left exposing them, if I can't have them held accountable. Exposing Eric, Wayne County Court, and the police for all they did to me. All the harm and all the abuse and all the damage. And what they are still doing to me too, I'll tell everyone and explain.

Like I've said, I think the police are involved in this. And more than just in a little way. Everything about this sounds like that the logic they'd use. Forcibly medicating a person who was not a danger to themselves or others and who was really not having any problems. And then trying to take away his car. Because they think mentally ill people who are minding their own business are a menace to the road, but people who are felons and murderers and have suspended licenses can go. And it all seems to have started with the Detroit police with that time I was robbed and had a gun poked in my back in the Summer of 1991. The policeman at the 8th precinct in Detroit was more concerned that I might be having gay sex. The fact I almost got maimed or killed didn't concern him at all though. And then the year that followed I was forcibly medicated. Leading to where I am now, permanently damaged with the beginning of mobility issues, and a lifetime of dealing with all of this with my Cerebral Palsy, all while my doctors are being forced into lying to me about the damage again. They said I do have neuropathy and permanent damage, and now they say I don't. One doctor denies he ever said I have Cerebral Palsy in 2011 when he did, which I can't figure out at all. Like I said, my Cerebral Palsy from what I read online will really complicate all of the damage they did to me and my ability to live independently. And plus I can't legally own a gun. It is all the more important that I am able to drive now. And I almost got killed at that neighborhood drug store where that guard was shot thanks to them. And there might be more than that that they are hiding. Like I said, one doctor hints that my kidneys may be failing that they are hiding that too. This all has to stop now. There is damage that is going on now that can still be prevented. And the whole world is watching my case now. How it turns out will be very important then. And how we treat other people like our elderly and handicapped in Michigan, and the country. And I want accountability too. For all involved. For those who took the law into their own hands, all while protected by the secrecy that exists in the mental health system in Michigan. Leaving me with permanent damage that they were going to lie to me about for the rest of my life. And for all those who denied me my fundamental legal rights. Besides being hurt and abused and damaged while no one knew, just the whole idea that the legal system can lie to anyone for any reason. Even in an extreme case, which mine never was. And what have they done in extreme cases then, if they thought all these horrible things were justified with me? We may never know due to the secrecy. But like I said, I plan on spending the rest of my life exposing that. Exposing that whatever the outcome of my case, which is going nowhere now anyways. Exposing it and always bringing up those three talking points till the day I day. Even if the matter supposedly has been resolved, even if someone tells me things like that don't happen to people in Michigan anymore.

Because like I've told people, our probate lawyer Karl Schettenhelm told me around the late 90s that he strongly supported my interest in the play the Merchant of Venice. He told me he was very enthused, and it seemed odd even at the time like it had some relation to the trust he was drawing up and how I should always be merciful even when others violated my rights, I thought even then. And then ironically the Al Pacino movie the Merchant of Venice came out in 2004, right when everything in my life took a terrible turn for injustice in my life it seemed. All starting in Sinai-Grace hospital it seemed. With the way I was being falsely accused of something, my name and reputation was being destroyed and horrible rumors were being spread about me it seemed just about everywhere, and the police were trying to take away my car even though I was a good driver with an valid license. Even when they knew what that would do to me. And even when they must have known what was going in Detroit and in my neighborhood at the time. Things that you would think would concern the police more than a weak, harmless handicapped man just trying to live his life, and do things like take a walk in the park when he felt down and eat at his favorite restaurant.

But when I saw the movie, both versions that I saw, around that time, I saw there was another message about mercy. Shown in how Portia and the duke use that word the first time they do to address Shylock. Begging him to show mercy, asking him how shall he hope for mercy giving none and telling him that in the course of justice we do pray for mercy. Both from the golden rule. But they also foreshadowed how the tables were turned on Shylock at the end of the trial. How he then became the defendant and not the prosecution. And the flip side of the golden rule he found out is that if don't show mercy to others you shouldn't expect it for yourself from the justice system. I even wondered back around 2000 if others saw that message. I wonder if they'll see it now. And I wonder if that has any meaning to my case.

Like I said, many boundaries were passed with my rights that should never be passed. And I was harmed and now am permanently damaged. It is clear that whoever is ultimately behind all of this doesn't care who they harm, and they use the cover of secrecy to do it. They may be doing it to many people. Because, my neighborhood friend hints, there is a secret guardianship program in Michigan. Eric was initiated into it in 2011. The police talked to him. And they also told him they don't like me going to parks, even though I've never done anything wrong there, I have every right to there and they don't seem to realize things like that are none of their business. And they told him they want to take away my car even though I am a very good driver and there was never any need for that. All while it is most of the people of Detroit that have no business driving. But instead of fighting crime, they used their time and tax payers' dollars to focus on me, again just minding my own business. The police are at least involved, and they clearly don't care what is going on or who is being hurt. The police in Detroit and Dearborn and Oakland County, and all the other metro Detroit counties too I'm sure. And they view me as having lower status and less worth than other people. Lower status and less worth than even the lowest criminal, because they'd never do things like that to even them. They'd treat them with respect and they'd realize how actions like that could have a devastating effect on their life. What status they put me in that is lower than that even, I don't know. I suspect my being gay might have something to do with it, but I don't know. Bu that is a recurring theme in my life. How it was used against me and how people viewed me differently because of it. Up till the homophobic staff member in Sinai-Grace hospital in 2004. I had just attempted suicide, and I explained to them what happened and told them I just needed help. And yet he did that, what I have already described. And others followed, leading to seven years of thoughts of suicide that could have ended tragically.

Boundaries that were passed that never should have been. The whole idea that medicine should ever be used to deliberately harm someone. And exploit them and leave them hurt and damaged. Since the time of Hippocrates. And the Geneva Convention in Abraham Lincoln's time. Like what Oakwood Hospital did to me in 1988 and 9. Sinai-Grace in 2004. All my doctors being coerced into lying to me and hiding the real damage that was being done to me. I still don't know. Because that's the one thing they are still forced to lie about. They say I don't have neuropathy and I don't have Cerebral Palsy. My neurologist told me I did in 2011, so those are clearly both false. And when I went to Vascular Centers of America in 2024 they told me there were no signs of neuropathy according to their tests. I was relieved and I told my doctors. But they told me with a grave face that is not true, that is not what those tests revealed at all. Harming people with medicine, treating some people as having less rights and less worth, denying them all medical consent and informed consent. All while lying to them about it all, including their true legal status. That shouldn't be possible with the worst criminal. And yet they can do it to me, and they still do it. As far as I know nothing is being done about it. And even if they told me it was, I'd have to assume they are lying again. This will never be over for me. And now I am in the last years of my life having to deal with this. All while there is a real chance I could lose my independence and all quality of life, just like those police above wanted me to.

And the legal system. We should always be able to trust the integrity of our legal system. We should never have to question if forms are fake or legal proceedings genuine. If contracts are real or that we have full consent and full knowledge of our medical status. I was reading online that perjury is never justified, false legal proceedings should never be allowed. Even in that hypothetical example I gave a while back, where a man walks into a court and points a gun at the judge and says I want custody of my kid. And the judge pulls up a take out menu and says, here's the form. I just gave you custody. That wouldn't be legally justified for that moment, let alone for 15 years. So why did they do it to me? And why do they continue to do it still?

But if this is happening to you or a family member, all I have been describing here, I don't know what to say. You can see what happened to me. I was secretly damaged by those psychiatric drugs, and the damage was kept hidden from me for years. And there was no justification for that. There actually is never a justification to harm someone with psychiatric medicines, morally or legally. Which is probably why they kept it hidden from me, and the public too it seems. And I have never been in jail or a danger to myself. And I was under a secret guardianship plan, that we seem to have in Michigan. Even though there's nothing of it officially or in the media. And the police seem to be involved. To what degree, I don't know. But they know all about it obviously. And so do lawyers I reach out to for help. Attorneys are part of the legal system, and they often have to abide by it's rules like anyone else.

All I can say, since no one is going to help you either, is gather evidence. Whatever you can. Look into what damage those psychiatric drugs do and if you've had issues like that. And other stuff like that. And weird legal stuff, that might suggest some members of your family are doing this. Doing this maybe to an immediate family member like a son or daughter. Weird legal stuff like their house being sold from under them. Maybe losing their driver's license for something stupid like pouring coffee, if that incident for me meant anything. Other stuff like that, related ownership and forms and legal issues in general. Gather evidence and hold onto it, hold onto it as long as you can. And keep reaching out for help. And investigate it yourself and do what you can.

And plus I am sure Michigan is not the only place this is happening. There must be something the public can do now.