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I was going to say about some secret plan that the courts in Michigan and the police have surrounding the mentally ill and the people who can't legally can't make decisions for themselves. Even if it was well-intentioned, it failed miserably in my case and almost led to disaster. And I think it probably did lead to disaster, and tragedy, in other cases. But even if it was well-intentioned, I have a way of looking at that. A chain is only as strong as its weakest link. A group of people, even a group of very decent and moral people, are only as decent and moral as their most evil member. And a plan that allows the police and courts to do things like that in secret and get away with it is only as good as its most lawless police precinct and worst and most corrupt court. If that makes any sense.

I just know I am going to spend the rest of my life exposing it. Exposing it and exposing what they did to me. And ending it too, whatever it takes.

And the all those people, including the police and the court, are involved in all of this. It doesn't matter if they started it or wrote the legislation or whatever for it. They are involved, they are complicit. And people like the police clearly never objected to this horrible system in Michigan that secretly hurts the most vulnerable, because they took it in a whole new direction, what they wanted done with it, with the car thing and me. Me and possibly others I have theorized for 20 years, as I've said. They hurt people, the hid what happened and what they did, people are damaged. And what was going to happen to me? With the damage that they were hiding from me? Was I going to become blind or crippled that way? All while they lied to me and told me everything was fine, I was imagining it all? No, not if I can help it. I am going to expose it all, I am going to expose them all and how they took part in it and supported it by keeping the secret and doing their own wrongful behavior thru it. And I don't care if things have changed with this system or if the original people involved have retired or moved on. The damage was done. The damage was done that this could happen, that it did happen. The damage to me is permanent and I am going to be dealing with it for the rest of my life. Dealing with it for the rest of my life all while I'll never know what is going on, what is wrong with me or if there is more damage. I'll never know when people are being honest and truthful with me. Because all the above think lying that hurts people and treats them like objects is all right. I am going to expose it all, and top of my list of demands will always be that they admit to it all. Admit to what they did to me, how they abused me and made my life a living hell for years, doing things like endangering me trying to take away my car. While my neighbors got away with abuse and murder. Admit to the damage that was done to me, the harm that was done, that they did it to others and that it is still going on. To our most vulnerable as I said. The handicapped, the mentally ill, our elderly. All while they take part and support that system. And in addition to taking responsibility for their actions and admitting to what they did, they are make sure I live the limited time they left with with a good quality of life. Always a car, whatever the cost. After the 20 years of abuse I went thru from them with that, like I've said. And everything else too. And I am going to spend what limited time I have left exposing them and making sure they take responsibility and face some justice, all of them. I may be old now. Old, damaged and alone, with nothing changed that I can see. But I may still have many years left in me. Don't count me out. Others have before, and they were always the ones who lost.

Like I've said before, I suspect something is very wrong with me physically. Not only all those new weird symptoms in my hands and feet, but I think I am having more difficulty swallowing now. Probably due to my Cerebral Palsy that I only found out about in 2011. Though I've had it all my life, and now it suddenly doesn't exist my neurologist claims. But why would that be getting worse? And people have to stop lying to me. I'll work with the medical people in my life because I have no choice. But they are all lying to me, they are in cohorts with Wayne County Probate Court have lied to me in the past and kept damage that was being done to me hidden from me. They are capable of doing that. They are capable of doing that to a patient, a human being, when you should never do that to the worst criminal. And now they continue to do it, they hide what they are doing, they refuse to take responsibility even when they are exposed and they are as defiant as ever. And they are not changing, nothing is being changed. I don't trust them and I never will, they have shown what they are capable of and what kind of pitiful excuses for human beings they are. They have shown they continue to do it and must be doing it to others too. And I trust people can see why I can't go to a place like a group home. Especially if I am taken by force again, like Eric and his rich lawyer brother Tom implied they might do, September 29. They can't be trusted, and I certainly never will until they at least tell the truth about the fact Eric is my secret legal guardian, like all my doctors now admit. Until that at least happens, I'll never believe then. And even after that I don't think I will. Why should I?

I am certainly not a lawyer and never said I was. But I like to think I know at least as much about law as the average person. I don't know for example how much sovereign immunity protects people from doing harm. I just know my law dictionary says most modern legal scholars agree it's a horrible idea based on the ancient concept that the king could do no wrong. And it also says that judges and prosecutors and even police are protected by it as long as what they are doing is under color of law. Of course independent prosecutor Ken Starr showed us during the Monica Lewinsky scandal that if you are a prosecutor and you know what you are doing you can bend that rule to do a lot of harm. He blocked adoptions, harassed people and arbitrarily detained them. He kept Susan McDougal in holding cell indefinitely for not testifying against her friends, the Clintons. She was kept in a holding cell with dangerous mental patients at one point and denied medical care and pain medicine too. All for the White Water affair which no prosecutions or even legal action came out of. So as I said I don't know about sovereign immunity. It just seems to me if you hurt someone for any reason that would not be covered under it. Or if what you do was never justified in any way, like it was with me. But I don't know, because everyone is still in denial and my case officially doesn't even exist, even though most of the people in my life agree it does.

I don't know sovereign immunity, but I do know some things. Like what is right. And what shows an attitude of not caring, not feeling responsible for the harm you've done and doing it for years. Like that court, the police and Eric have been doing at least since 2011. And then showing no remorse and continuing to do it, all while I am still being harmed and seem to be showing some troubling new symptoms too. And my doctors are obviously still lying to me. At least about the neuropathy I know. And possibly some other things. Including the Cerebral Palsy that was clearly shown in a scan in 2011, which doesn't make any sense to me. What all of that is even all about. I know lack of remorse, I know lack of caring and empathy, I know defiance and feeling of smugness that you got away with it and are glad you did. I know all of that, and all three of those people are clearing showing all of that. As they have since at least 2011, I now know reviewing all that was happening then and since then. I know I am permanently damaged and will be living with this damage and an uncertain future for the rest of my life. An uncertain future for the rest of my life complicated by the fact I am handicapped, have no friends or relatives and few funds. And I refuse to go to a group home. Which as I've explained to people much like the bus, I would never find enjoyable or fun. But I think all those people should be held accountable for all of that. All of that, and all the mental abuse they gave me that goes back at least to my childhood. That they took part in whether they knew fully what was going on or not. Held accountable or at least exposed. And I expect they will make sure I can always live independently with a good quality of life and car always, which as I keep pointing out is more important now than ever before. All of that, and for me to be able to at least try to regain what they took from me all these years.

And just to repeat what I said once again. Even if this all ever ends for me, even it if it's totally resolved, even if nothing but good comes of it all for me, I am still going to seek legal reparations. And expose all the people involved. Which includes at least Wayne County Court, Eric and the police of Wayne and Oakland County. (Probably Macomb County too. But technically nothing ever happened to me there, so I can't say that as part of my own experiences.) Expose them for doing it and for doing it ever. For getting away with it and being complicit in all of it, and taking it a couple of steps further with the car thing like police did for example. For letting it happen. And for the fact it could happen at all in the US. The fact it could happen at all and so many people were seemingly all right with it and supporting it even. And I don't care if the original people involved in all of this are gone or retired, like with the police and at Wayne County Probate Court. The harm is done, it did happen and it could, nothing is being done to address the harm that happened to me, and I am going to be living with it for the rest of my life. Along with all the intangible harm of all the years of peace and happiness that were forever stolen from me. I am going to seek damages and I am going to expose it all. And I am going to make sure the world always knows what they did to me, forever with those three things, till the day I die.