Your suicide letter...

I did, it said " F*** you all. Zeppelin rules!"

 

mine would say this

If your reading this
Then I finally did it
I'm sorry I didn't say goodbye
There was no time
Understand I was stressed
Living day to day was hard
And I gave it my best
But there was nothing left
For me in this world
To convince me to stay
Now I'm long gone away
Don't you do that
Don't you start your tears
Just remember all the time we spent over the years
Never cry
Never think bad to me
What's done is done and that's the way it had to be
I need you to be strong for me
Say a prayer everyday in my memory
I'm sure it's helping me
To earn my feathers
To get some wings
And a halo and a harp and angelic things
And even though I'm gone And outta sight
Never worry about me
I'm alright

 

I've actually written one in my life, but I don't remember what it said... Something like "I'm so fucking tired, and I know I'm being selfish but I don't care. Tell ______ (an ex lover who had dropped me at a time I needed her the most) that I love her and always will. By the way, I'm bi." lol... I don't remember. It was a very screwed up time for me. I was like 21.

 

"goodbye, the usefulness I had here was at an end, and so I made the descision to cease burdening myself with the weight of life, especially life without purpose, there are only two people I love, and I suspect neither of them is reading this, the package that arrives on thursday is for a friend, when she comes to see why I am not talking anymore, give it to her, and tell her what happened, tell her it was not her fault, instead it was the fact that I no longer had a reason to be here, and in such I was simply wasting resources to continue my existence. give nephew all my belongings, when he is ready for them, keep the cats together, give my boss all the loose computer parts lying around, and bring my albums into work to let my former coworkers pick through them before you sell the remainder, or whatever. if you have further questions consult c:\personal\private\nothinginterestinginhere\goaway\inocuous_folder\manifesto

it will explain everything as best as I myself could explain it, feel free to distribute copies."

that is, if I were to write one right now.

 

mine would be pretty long, but here's a condensed version:

dear family,
i am sorry to end my life and leave you with nothing but a small letter to weap over, but i have decided it would be best for me to live another life. the life i was living was going no where, and i knew that it would be better to end it before i ended up being really depressed. i love you all, and just know that i am in a much better world than the one that i was living in. don't blame yourselves for my death, my depression came from my mind, not what was around me. thank you for everything, and goodbye.

of course my real letter would have a bunch of comic relief in it, cause i don't take life very seriously, and i'd like that letter to reflect that.

 

I hope you're only kidding.... this letter seems so serious and thought out.

 

The loss of life scares me like nothing else,
I have seen the shit,

This is for anyone thinking seriously about it,
People are trapped between the old and the new,
This world is changed,
Be not afriad of pain or a dull life,
Days of love are comming