im getting built,live and smoke weed and meditate somewhere tropical like South America, get a hottie, achieve Nirvana, and just be a bad mothafucka in general, basically be myself.
Sure you can. Ok, drop it? I wasn't talking about rape, I wasn't talking about something I want to do. I was talking about a fantasy. Have you ever had a fantasy of killing someone? Perhaps you should be arrested for that particular fantasy? I've told my friend the fantasy already. She's a very good friend of 9 years. Please don't jump to conclusions with automatic flight responses. That's what I meant by "shut up."
haha, okay. its hard to read that exact meaning from that phrase, sorry for not having the ability to know what you're thinking when you type something. but with that said, im happy to drop it.
Don't be sorry. It's just a misunderstanding. I'll drop it with the caveat that it isn't out of antagonism, but out of resolving our particular misunderstanding.
I was posting my not possible dream-I thought that was the idea-oops. My real dream that I hope to do is to move to Maui and teach yoga. It'll be at least 12 years, though.
my dream is the kind of world i'd rather be living surrounded by. not my personal immediate surroundings, but what the world is like out there. how it would be if people didn't con themselves and each other into being self destructive idiots and screwing up everything that's worth a dam, or in some cases, even that they need themselves to survive, and then wonder how and why it happened. i think a world something like it is going to happen one way or another at some point in time. not that everyone is going to all at once become sane for any one simple reason, but because the means and context by which people are screwing things up for themselves and everyone just arn't themselves always going to be there. what happens then is not entirely certain of course, but i'd love to live to see all the little chainges that over time will add up to that. i don't even know for sure which of them will come first. but i do know a couple of them that are fairly certain. and they don't have anything to do with what anyone does or doesn't believe, but with how certain things, that don't depend on human emotions, actually work. i'd love to see the automobile replaced by little people sized trains. i don't know if, or how much of it will take that form, but public transportation in every permutation of form it can take, including possibly many yet to be imagined, is bound to become increasingly popular, as fewer and fewer people become once again, able to afford to maintain and especially fuel, their own personal motor vehicule. smaller form factor vehicules of every kind, personal and public, on rails of some sort or not, is something diminishing supplies of fossil fuels along with other resources seems likely to mandate at any rate. probably shorter commutes too. which means workplaces having to be in or closer to where people live in order for people to be able to get there to work there. and a whole shift of values too, from comodities to survival rights. maybe even more self honesty about real gratifications. what a wonderful world this can and will be when THAT comes about. yes my dream is a green world, not for aesthetics, though it might be that too, but because of people finally figuring out how much EVERYONE's survival, their own personally, depends upon it. and maybe even it will come about, to where everyone's survival will depend on what is thought of merely as altruism now, everyone else's well being as well. =^^= .../\...