oh ya man... cept its almost gonna be bad in a way... without school to stop us, we're gonna end up going all day everyday.
yeah i dont get my parents... my dad beat the shit outta me like a year ago for having weed in my room. then not to long ago. he lit one up with me.... it was crazy
i guess stopping going to catholic church was really like a start to a new chapter in my life it was one of the first times i started to question what i was told and think through something on my own, instead of just accepting what others told me
March 2005, met a boy dated boy, much love October 2005, boy decides i no longer exist (booze trumps love) (never stopped loving) oofah March 2006... Got a call one night, early March, from said boy. Lad said he was on the other side of town at a notorious friend's house, too drunk to drive home. Said he was tired of the craziness and the drugs and the wildfire... and said he was sorry. Said he'd had the best with me and was ready to be warm again. So, I drove across town to rescue (ever the sodding rescuer). He greeted me at the door - along with six of his friends - and boy did they laugh. They seemed to think it was simply the best, stoned harlequin calls his still-loyal-once-upon-a-companion to come rescue him... and she buys it. Touché, I suppose.
the universe and the whole idea of aliens and the fact that the universe is never ending, but how could it end anyway? dude, it's the biggest mind fuck i've ever experienced.
My School, but probably because it's ran by a bunch of Old Conservative Christians- I go to a Christian High School.
government for mine seeing as it's corrupt as fuck and there are too many things that are being arranged such as factors of society and lifestyles. people who are in "control" know a hell of a lot more than we do and that's for sure. we are left in the dark.
eat 10 E at one time and find out.... death=you die, still unknwon state.. maybe transformation to diff reality , world, or just logical end of Life, or somethign we dont knwo yet
i said gov't... i just think it is total bulshit that however the gov't decides itself, it always seems we get buttfucked in the long run... but i wish i could have chosen drugs as well... oh well =\
The fact that somewhere, somehow, in this great little "reality" shindig that is so much fun, and so good and that, somewhere along the line someone thought "fuck, look at this weird thing i found, i think it's a some sort of corrupted malicious strain of those "christian" things you made as proof of concept, but dude... this one is like even more fucked.... look....i'll put it down here.... WATCH HIM GO! it's amazing it can even function... now watch this, with two of them, watch this dude watch! *pointing madly at them* THEY FUCKING COMBINE, for like 1 minute, then they have this guilt function that runs for 9months... and now the FEM type integrated weapon system is active! The BABY-GUN! it actually uses the replication sytem to continuosly Shoot streams of catholics out, causing massive saturation and buffer overflow with catholics multiplying at a geometric rate! what the fuck are these things?!? we better get them out.... dude! theres too many of them! FLEE! FLEE!" and fuck, they are just the most persistent single function replicator unit ever. man, man the fact that they exist is the biggest mind fuck for me "no.no there is no way that these things are real. no. someones taking the piss.please tell me they will be gone when i wake up."
hmm as much as i wanted to put government, for me it was school. always has been. the first 7 years of it i was basically friendless and teased nonstop. about EVERYTHING. then high school wasnt any better man-personally i was lower than rock-bottom and people at the school didnt help, 2 in particular. just thinking of 2 more years i have left makes me seriously want to cry. school's close to unbearable for me.
well i play sports, i bowl. (cant do much else-i smoke haha) i DO smoke weed, and i have a fair amount of friends. its just theres some assholes in my school.:/ hey man im no loser!