Your Biggest Mind Fuck?

Music.

 

moved to australia and now raising my son without his grandparents, cousins, my friends, etc. I dunno life is what you make it and I used to say I could live anywhere, but now with children I am really no longer just living for my own yeahs, wants, needs, etc.

It floors me to think that I am losing time that I could be spending with my parents...I mean I know that they are getting older. Why di you get me talking about this I think I'm gonna cry.

 

The good news... the mindfuck never stops

Maybe it's a good thing. That way there's always something to sort out, to fight, if you will. Keeps us going.....

 

over analyzing seperates the mind from the body.

 

Speed. I took about 37 pills in a week once and five or six days into it I got bad mucous flowing into my throat constantly...And it became an obsession to clear it and shit... Okay, so that was going on all day, and at 2:00 AM I started fucking with my throat with my hands and then I accidentally fucked my trachea, or so I thought. It was as if I diconnected the rings in it, and my adam's apple was all crooked and unhooked and it went "crack" when I swallowed. so I was up all night in front of a mirror crying and trying to physically hook them all back into placed, which after a few hours started hurting like hell but I couldn't be stuc k like that for ever so I kept at it. And when I got close to fixing it completely, I'd do something wrong and it would all unhook again. And I kept doing the exact same thing over and over. My friends got me to stop fucking with it when they got up at 9 that morning and it seemed to just fix itself.

That week binge fucked my mind up so badly. My emotions, memory, everything. My god..

 

reality can be a pretty big mind fuck. if you really sit down and think about it and realize how little we really know. and how much we assume to know but really have no clue about. there are so many theories on things like that, you can just go on for hours about it and never really reach any conclusion. then you get high and talk about it with a friend and you just go in circles but its really fun to talk about anyway.

if you think deeply enough about anything, it can become a mind fuck.

 

Church, because it's so ritualistic.

Government because it is so fucked up in a very bad way.

Drugs, but in a good way!

 

i absolutely agree.

i thought about it on shrooms once and decided the best thing that i can do now is just sit and meditate. everything else is pointless. it's the "cosmic joke" but it kinda depresses me...

 

true, ive done the same with the meditating before. but i prefer to talk about it with someone else, that way you can get a different view on things that you may not have thought ofon your own.

 

my biggest fuck int he head was falling in love as a teenager. confusing yet consistant, exciting but scary, fun but sad, engaging yet disconnecting...hopeful but self-esteem destroying. climatic in all directions but always finding another summit. the worst part coming now that ive grown up a bit and descover that the path i took was not going to the summit at all but everywhere else.

 

wow...pretty deep dude...awesome

 

that is fucked

 

The Media fucked me up.

 

My biggest midfuck that happened about 2 minutes ago...

was looking at rhasta.penguns signature picture - I have never seen a still image move SO MUCH!! It gave me flashbacks to mushrooms I took years ago - am still feeling giddy now as I type this!!!

 

Mine would have to be my most recent relationship. It was fucked up shit. 2.5 years....phsyically and emotionally abusive. I ended up drugged out of my mind. I was terrified to leave him because I thought he might kill me, but I was longing to be appreciated as well, so I ended up having an "affair." (I thought we'd broken up at the time I started seeing this other guy; my ex says we weren't.)

In the end, we got into a fist fight at my office one night. Strangling, all that. This was last march. Only after I got out of the relationship and moved across country did I realize how the whole situation is toxic and I need to distance myself from this fucker as much as possible.

 

Parents, I was brought up by my aunty (lived there for 15 years), mum lived there with me too but was out a lot, then mum left and I stayed with my aunty for nearly a year on my own, and then at the end of it my mum told me to buy a present for my aunty for letting me stay. I was like, 'but this is my house...'

Its something I never brought up with them, but I didn't understand at all.

 

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Myself. The biggest mindfuck ever..haha
ya,I confuse myself a lot

 

heaven, if its there or not

 

Try this one ... In laws! They act like assholes, but point their finger at me like I'm an asshole. They all drink and fall down, I smoke and drink for relaxation and they say I'm fucked up. Wha? That's my mind fuck.