Your Biggest Mind Fuck?

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some times i think that this could all be one giant game of THE SIMS,and that some were might be some little kid clicking a mouse,telling me to eat

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i worry that some one may have came in my house while i slept an knocked me in to a coma and that ever thing is a dream and one day ill wake up and be a brain dead child.


ps. i am a walking mind fuck and sometimes ill lose a few hours of the day,and have a feeling like ive done something and am just blocking it out

 

Kiss The Cook, sounds like you should seek some professional help.

 

Myself.

 

death is mine because i cant really imagine not being able to think anymore like one day everthing is just gone... i truly do believe that you are born again into a new life because there is no way your soul can be gone and never come back

 

Sorry sweetheart, unfortunately there is a way your soul can go away and never come back. Its not so bad

 

i chose church. it really messed me up. that's one of the reasons why i decided to become a buddhist.

 

School. Its amazing how the ring of a bell can make 1000+ people get up and move six times a day, and a few words over the loudspeaker can get said people to stand, put their hands over their hearts and recite the same thing, every day. And everyone knows every word, and supports it, and has no idea what it means. And what's messed up is that it's happening everywhere in my timezone(in america) at the same time too.

There's a lot more mindfucking things in school, social groups and such, but I don't feel like elaborating on them.

Actually, on second thought, death. Don't feel like elaborating on that either.

Everything is a mindfuck, though, if you think about it.

 

Brilliant... couldn't have put it better myself

 

falling in love - that really sucked

 

Sex does weird things to people. It changes, controls, and drives us. Tells us what to do, when to do it, and dictates a good amount of our social interaction as humans.

If THAT's not a mindfuck, then I've been mindfucked so many times that I've lost all concept of the word.

 

lol i get that concept i definetly do

 

If we can say this as females, the ones who supposedly have a lower organic sex drive than males, how badly are THEY being mindfucked by copulation?

 

alcoholic father who passed away when I was 22, great but passive mother, distant sister, weight, acne in high school, girl I loved who broke my heart, having a friend break into my house and steal from me

 

wow that sounds like a country song! aw

 

Mine was Drug's.I'd never used any drug,and then smoking my first
joint just overnight changed me.I went through a crack and heroin hell
for awhile.

 

I can't honestly say I've ever really experienced a mind fuck as such.

I suppose it was a little more progressive rather than something which hit and lingered.

My dad used to be in the army, so of course hed move around alot, each time, moving back and forth from Germany and England I'd lose all my friends and have to start over, the worst was when I was 16 and moved upto the midlands.

it sucks ass starting again at that age

 

drugs for sure. First time I took acid (16yrsold) i did it alone to 'test' it out...bad idea. Second time was in school with a few friends...all tripping solo in different classes...also bad. Things evolved nicely and I turned into a 4-time college-drop-out-mind-fucked-kid. I mean seriously average 2 times a week on shrooms or trips for 6 years and that's space-case territory. I kind of woke up on some island in a tent at 22 yrs old wondering how the hell I got there.

in the end drugs had totally rewritten over tracks of my brain. However, I have since reclaimed those tracks.

 

Death would be it for me... Death is forever and I dont think I could handle someone whom I love or cared for dying. Some instances in my life it was close and even then I couldnt handle it so thinking of really actually losing someone would drive me to the coo-coo house probably... If I died, meh no big deal.. But someone I care and loved, I seriously dont think I could handle it...that would be my biggest mind fuck having someone close to me pass away...

 

...right on that thought definitely kicks my ass on a daily basis, especially because I am so far away from family, friends, etc.

 

Why far away from loved ones if you dont mind me asking?