You ever get depressed?

I tend to under eat when I'm depressed. Sometimes, if it's bad, I wont eat for a whole day and then it takes me days to get back to normal eating once it's done.

 

here and there. overall its been a good year for me, but the past month or two has been pretty shitty, an i've been really down for a lot of it.

 

You said that very well Prissbaby. You're a clever girl. I've always suffered from depression. I eat too much. Loneliness is my major problem. And severe guilt. and the funny thing is that usually people won't pick up on it and won't believe you have a problem.

 

I suffer from on and off depression, I think it's because I try to take on and accomplish too much, and it doesn't go the way I want.

I have control issues, when I can't control something I get anxious and short tempered.... when it goes too far I get really depressed and give up trying.

It's an aweful pattern.

 

That's how I am too. Especially lately. Andy's away for work and yesterday all I had was quesidilla and a banana. I had the exact same thing the day before...and I am about to eat another banana lol. i feel naseus too. I;ve quit smoking pot, so I need to go to the doctor to figure out what to do. The vain me wants to wait to go until I;ve lost all the weight because I know when I get the stomach problem fixed it won't be as easy.
I am depressed abotu a lot of little thigns right now, nothing big. i really need a therapist. I am going to go see one when I move and work out since we'll be less than a mile from the gym. Maybe it will help? I don;t know.

 

Same here, it sucks. I tend to get upset with people who aren't as hard on themselves as I am on mine. I have stopped calling back a lot of my longtime friends because they're too laid back and casual about and problem or mess up they have. I know it's not healthy. i can;t explain why i do it.

 

You're very lucky. You're intelligent without being completely aware and I think millions if not billions of people wish they were like you.

 

Thank you.

 

i'm a little depressed that alcoholic energy drinks taste a lot like those really awful bitch drinks that you bought to get the chicks drunk back in high school.

 

i do for short periods of time, then I bounce back.

 

Sparks?

 

I don't anymore because I make myself do something healthy or different so that I wont repeat patterns that serve no purpose.

 

that was the original plan, but then i saw that "tilt" has 2% more alcohol in it, so i went with that...

 

Sparks has a better can.

 

i disagree. green, black and gray are my favorite colors, and orange is near the bottom of that list.

 

I just don't think it is an attractive design but I respect your opinion even though I don't agree.
Sparks looks like a battery which is really cool.

 

Do yourself a favor, stick with beer or wine next time. :cheers2:

 

i'm about to go buy one now, so i'll be able to take a second look at it shortly and see if i still feel the same way about it.

 

tastewise, absolutely. but tonight is special circumstances and i need to become as drunk as possible without falling asleep prematurely. and gross nasty sparks shit seems to be my only option for that beyond finding someone with cocaine. which i can't afford anyway.

 

Haha, why the need to stay awake? Got a hot date?