xanax makes me

I've been drinking a lot since after the funeral. That's not really a good thing.

I'm taking a break tonight, but this is sucking pretty bad. It feels like my life is crashing down around me.

I just don't know what to do.

 

I would go to a doctor and get some perscription pills. they really help. Maybe talk to a therapist too if you're feeling guilt because you have no reason to feel guilty but from what I've observed it seems like that's where a lotof your pain is derived from.

 

I would go to a doctor and get some perscription pills. they really help. Maybe talk to a therapist too ....

 

I'm getting the wife on that stuff starting today.

 

Personally I would avoid prescription pills and even therapy until things get unbearable, if they do. A lot of times those pills throw you further away from the balance you are seeking. In this case, time will be the greatest healer, although I am sure you don't want to hear that. Hang in there, man.

 

Pretty sure that Lynsey is a chick.

 

Good observation there slapper. I was talking to Lodog though.

 

i couldn't agree more with this.

 

oops, guess i left the window open waaaaaay too long before replying. Ummm, yeah, hang in there Lodog.

 

you know, lyns, i'm totally the same way. i have so many aches and pains (i think i really need a chiroprator) that when the pain actually GOES AWAY i'm unable to sit still. but that's just not workable, you can get addicted to that shit pretty easy. i tell my docs up front that i've had a history of addiction, and they make sure to keep it noted. that way, on those rare occasions that i do require medication, i pretty much have my doctor keep the meds at his or her office, or i only get a script for a few (4-5). i like to maintain control as best as possible.

 

hah!!!!!!!!! it makes me horny too actually so yeah slip that shit in her coffee

 

sounds like he had lynsey on his mind hah I'm sorry alright well tommorow I start classes so today is my last say for a long time that I live high as a kite. Plus I gotta go get waxed and highlightes and then come home and do something with my feet and hands...my feet are too embarassing for me to even go get a pedicure they're bad......i got some cuticle remover but i think im just gonna rub that shit all over my feet and hope they take opff the nastiness. alright yeah i took some darvocet im not digesting my food again and it sucks. what little food i kept down came out the other end and looked just like it did on my plate and im yellow again so back to the doctors i go after class tommorow...blah

 

What do classes have to do with getting high?

Also I have no idea what youre talking about removing cuticles and shit, but it sounds painful.

Are you taking a lot of pills? That could be the reason your stomach is messed up. Also might be harsh on your weakened liver. I hope you feel better.

 

pills are baadddddddddd, mmkay???

 

Exactly. Smoke some herb.