Yea thats another 1 too. I always try to make food before getting high but it's never enough. I eat it all in about 5 minutes then just get hungry again
I love the short term memory loss, it kinda tells me and my mind that im high. So thats good. but definatly the worst thing is red eyes. i usually toke in my room, and before i smoke i usually say to myself "ok now im not just going to sleep like I i do all the time, Im going out of my goddamn room and doing something fun". So the time comes and i toke up then i take 1 look at my eyes and fucking freak. Then i say to myself "my eyes are way to fucked to be seen my anyone, i outta just stay here and watch some tv", then 5 minutes later I usually end up sleeping and kicking myself for not doing something fun while i was high.
I hate paranoia. I also really hate how once your really burned out, you cant get high at all untill the next day
paranoia, i get real paranoid when i smoke, even to the point of being delusional. Once i decided to see how far i could push weed and bonged 2g of some great bud (note that im one of the most sensitive people ive met to getting stoned) after quitting entirely for 2 months to get my tolerance down. I was sitting on the edge of my garage roof outside my window after my whoel family had gone to sleep. The end result was wierd to say the least. I spent 10 minutes on the rooftop worrying i could hear my parents and sister talking about and saying bad things about me and getting quite upset until i realised that what i was as actually hearing was the whirring sound of my shitty modem/router through my bedroom window and in my room. My perception was that distorted. Recently when i do get stoned (ive cut back a lot) i cook and eat the bud and somehow avoid most of the paranoia. Maybe a differernt ratio of THC/other cannabinoids enters through the intestines compared to through the lungs? There must be a reason for the different high/lack of paranoia.
I don't mean short term memory loss as in when you're high, I mean when you've been chiefin daily for weeks, then stop... Can't remembr my train of thought for a while...
THE COMEDOWN. i hate it i feel like shit when i have a bad comedown. especially when im at home with my parents its the worst.
I can get high after Ive come down completely. But im talking about when youve smoked alot 3 hours before, and smoking a bowl just feels like a waste cause im still tired and groggy.
I remembered another one. When I get high then go to sleep, get up the next morning (not high anymore) then take a nap in the afternoon, wakeup and feel mildly high.
Cottonmouth doesnt bother me, I always got water on hand or some other beverage. The thing I hate most is Paranoia, by FAR.
comedown? do you mean, being burned out, that feeling at the end of the day after smoking a lot? or a conventional comedown like with most uppers?
racing heart rate especially when it leads to a panic attack. but i'm pretty sure i've figured out how to overcome the panic. so... yep, cotts. it seems like it happens in all the moist areas... even the ears. i get cotts in my eye, nose, ears... maybe more, not sure.