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Shatarag · Oct 25, 2007

Thats intresting... Stay strong ...don't lick anymore books...lol..

mynameisjake07 said:

I dont think it was rehab that helped me but seeing myself decline from it. I was spending about $700-1000 a week on my addiction and I lost over 45 lbs....it got to the point of death and rehab was basically just a place for them to shove food down your throat and make you feel clean for a week or two. I smoked weed the first day I got out of rehab but I went in telling them that I would never stop smoking weed. I have a very addictive personalitity, being born to an alcoholic though I was adopted and have loving parents who dont understand my addictive personality. Its a struggle everyday to not touch coke and I do have cravings on occassion. I found an old year book which I used to do coke off of and I licked it the other day....it was from over a year ago and my whole tongue got numb....instantly I wanted some. I couldnt believe it. Quit for over a year and one lick off a book could trigger my reactions to wanting more. I just think about all the negative effects it'll have if I touch it again. I also quit because I was getting jacked and I saw many people die in drug deals.
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