Why live? Why die? Why hurt? Why cry? losing what little faith i had in me

if you want to understand how i feel go to user support forum "who is the mod for true confessions" by soringeagle (i posted there)

Maybe i'll contact you later

 

it is an amazing concept that people want freedom so badly that they will endure giving the same to criminals just to ensure their own "freedoms"
whatever that word even means
i am not innocent myself so i don't like to judge altho i can see where everybody is coming from getting angry at the thought of a young girl being raped and then your admittance to molesting not only your aunt ..which by the way is a bit confusing...but also a child who is only 6
but as i have said i am curious to why you post your "crimes" here
there doesn't seem to be an awful lot of support flowing your way
what do you wish to get out of this....
forgive my typing i can be confusing i am sure

 

sin..read my suggestion in support..if the you typing really wantsaway out..i'll help ypu out..you can give me a full confession & i'll be happy to get it into the right hands..

 

Yes freedoms is a interesting idea

why i post my actions here, i guess it is becuse sometimes i feel that what i've done never really happens unless someone eles knows about it. It is like if i'm the only one to know what happened then it never happened and it is easy to confess here becuse i'll never meet you and you'll never know me

As to soaringeagle this the closest thing to a "confession" i'll give but don't take it to much to heart becuse what will happen will happen and when it does know that you are all a part of it.

Human interest in other people's lives for no apparent reason always amused me maybe if that didn't exist i would of already killed myself

 

so if we took nointerest in your sickness you'd either stop or kill yourself?
well you hsave no need to entertain me with this pssychotic shit..

 

you are right about human interest...sometimes i feel that people only become interested if there is excitement
and well your confessions are somewhat exciting in the sense that you are doing something that is considered not only a crime but one of the worst...even by criminal standards... i do not wish to stick my nose in your business so if you are getting everything that you are looking for here then i will continue to be a spectator

sininabin...i am not condoning your actions i am just curious about you and i am not pushing you or trying to insult you because i understand that there is nothing i could do or say that would stop you from doing what you have been doing.... i am just me
but my offer still stands

 

You are ruining lives. You love this girl so much, but your ready to traumatize her by raping her, forcing her to commit murder, and making her consider suicide because of those two things. Wow... I hope you just die. There are people who say she should experience the pain he causes others. I would like that, oh yes that'd be great, but it would be better if he just killed herself and stopped the pain he is creating.

 

the police have to subpeona the ip to trackk him, so i enfcourage everyone to report him to the fbi, or state police

 

What was your offer? check you inbox




Do you belive that some people are born differnt then others or are we made by our enviroments or do you think that we all can choose?

 

that is a very interesting question and not to sound indicisive but i would have to say i do not know what i believe...at times i believe different things...alot of it is just hope
i have made some very consious choices in my life some that were not easily made so i believe that we can choose up to a point ...its also our environment and your personal tendansies...let me further explain myself....its our personalities that help decide what choice we make... sympathetic people would probally not go about hurting or even wanting to hurt other people its not in thier "nature" but you take the same kind of caring soul and put that person thru a life filled with anger and hate..confusion and even tho they are still sympathetic they are different...and sometimes choices get blurry alongthe way...and no i did not mean that it might possible be ok for Sininabin to rape or murder i was just trying to explain myself and now i have lost my train of thought...so..:& nevermind

as always forgive my typos...

 

i know i wasnt asked but im gonna answer what i believe about that and no one can stop me.

environment and the past and personality disorders can predispose someone to be a certain way... or genetics if you will. but i truly believe that ultimatly it is the person's CHOICE what they do or dont do, do or dont become....

there was a time in my life, a long time ago, where i was being verbally and physically abused and harrassed by a group of kids and there were times when i would think how cool it would be to just kill them so they would learn i wasnt gonna put up with their shit. but, of course, i didnt do it. other kids have though. i could have been one of them but i choose not to.

hell, there were LOTS of things that i have imagined doing that i havent done... but you know, some other people that have thought about those things DID do them.

so i believe just because a situation is a certain way, or your environment or impulses a certain way..... it STILL really comes down to choice.

 

The old nature Vs. nurture debate *yawn*

Well the most accepted answer would be that some one is a result of both (nature x nurture).

 

Well, it is payback time man, GROW UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! take responsability for your own life,
AND; i guess this is a great way to get attention, isn't it?!!.....

 

my answer in your case its choice, just look at your name & how you love to post about your "sins" your taking pride in your sick descisions

 

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assumeing things and attacking me again, i'll answer your direct question i don't think i am a sick mofo, what happens happens and no matter who to blame i nust be already cowardly from my own life's responsiblites if i'm molesting people i say what is the promblem with making a better system for me

but your observations are not very helpful or informative there are questions on this thread you could answer...if you wanted

 

Thats the problem with being a sociopath, she is telling you to quit shifting the responsibilty of your actions and make a positive change with your life.

Now this may not be what you want to hear, it may not answer your (what i believe to be irrelevant) questions but it is good advice.

You are ill seek help you need it.

 

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Not always, Some know they are ill and don't care they are the worst, some know they are ill but want to change there is hope for them but for sininbain who wont recognize the errors of his ways there is no hope for change.

 

You act if a way of life is some sort of illness that it is sickness that can be cured. Maybe we're all here for no reason at all might as well enjoy it while you can and if we are all going to die who cares if you're tainted for 20 years or if you're killed 30 years early