Gib my friend, I see you dying with contentment, oddly. Not that it will be easy and painless - it won't. It will be a painful ordeal. But you'll be reconciled to the pain...seems to me you have some experiences yet to come that will give you peace about the death experience.
Hey Gib, can't say about how you will die but deathclock.com could give some clue as to when. Hehe, it's just for fun.
How can I find out how to decipher when I actually feel energy (in any form, sensations, clairvoyance, clairaudience, etc.) and when It's (literally) all in my head?
resonance, attenuation, attention and experience. If I focus on a construct (be it a person, an emotion, a memory, an object) then other constructs that I relate to it will come up. To me this random moment of what comes first is important, because you have a choice here. There is the first thing that comes to mind, and then theres the thing that reminds you most strongly of something relating to yourself. The later is far easier to hold onto and find but being internal it is hard to keep in tune with an outside source (a person, spirit or what not). This is where ego death experiences are very powerful. When you can achieve a level of detachment from your desires then you can see them coming as associated feelings and put them aside. You are more likely to come across something from the aether so to speak when you don't concern yourself with your thoughts.
hello "another myself", please the question, if you can. I hope this is ok, i am new here...still finding me feet
hello "another myself", please answer the question, if you can. I hope this is ok, i am new here...still finding me feet
I got a question. Yesterday, after opening my root/sacral chakra in about 20 minutes of meditation, I decided to listen to a youtube Shamanic Journey soundtrack (just percussion). I followed the advice of the soundtracks narrator who read out the 'story' (You are walking, find a clearing, see a stone of importance to you, see a path, see an image, it is your spirit guide, what is it?) sorta thing. [If you really need i could try to find it] Anyway, I did that, and when I got to the image, All i saw was dashing colours in a small spot in my vision (eyes closed). I was in a medium-light state of trance, and though I could not make out the shape, to me it resembled a bird circling high above in the sky. I asked my spirit guides to show me a sign of what the animal was, and today, while skipping school and smoking some dope, I saw a stick about 1M long, lying 3 feet ahead of me, parallel to my direction. At the top of the stick, on the ground, not attached to it, was a black, copper, grey, and black feather, looking as though the stem of it had been jammed into the stick (though it wasn't, just for a referance of direction). Is this a sign? Does it mean my spirit guide is a bird of sorts? Does it mean the feather is at the top of my totem? Quite confused here.