What's Happening???

Fuck that..

 

Hubby wants to know if this is early for snow.

 

Yes and no. We do get the flurries like this but it won't settle. We are getting highs of sub zero all weekend and 3 days snowing so it'll set then but probably melt soon after.

Still romantic though.

 

Liebe Irminsul,

Bitte sende ein bisschen Schnee nach Kroatien.
I plan on staying in, under a blanket the whole weekend, so a lil snow would be lovely.

Vielen Dank im Voraus.

 

I'm getting the munchies.

I have pork pie and chocolate eclairs.

Does that sound awful?

 

-Weht den Nordwind nach Osten-

Snow is the best weather to hide under covers.
The dog thinks so too... In fact he gets very upset if he's not invited under.

 

I was looking forward to a charity lunch on Friday but not much so anymore. Plus my miss is getting into my ear about the food like fuck I dunno, have a salad or some shit.

3 days into her diet now, she's all asleep and resting. I actually think I see a difference already but I know I'm just lying, but you don't tell her that you say you look great bae!

Meanwhile I'm spending more of my money sneaking out to buy take out food to fill the void in my own stomach. I made two meals tonight one for me and one for her. That was annoying. I don't want to make two meals but I really can't sustain what she's doing. I've loosely been doing it with her and I'm already feeling like my jeans need a new belt button hole thing. They down on my hips.

Iooked in mirror before and I reached for the air, I was looking good. skin hugged me pretty well in the ribs area I'm happy with the improvement, no exercise just.. Not eating or drinking as much I guess.

 

Had awful insomnia last night, so I stayed home from school today. I went to bed at 10:30 last night and didn't fall asleep until 6 fucking am. What the fuck is that about?

 

Is she grumpy? My husband did a 4 month cut and the first couple of months were BRUTAL. He also had a very toxic PT who got into his head, which made the whole situation worse. I'm glad he's back to eating like a normal person.

 

Not grumpy just... I dunno... Yeah she's grumpy.

 

I did keto for a week at the beginning of the year, i think i went into ketosis the last 2 days because I felt amazing. But i didnt want to lose weight, I did it to see if it would help some chronic pain I have

And it did, but I also lost 10 lbs in a week which shows how ill suited my body type is to that sort of diet

But damn. I think I need to try cutting out sugar and bread again but incorporate more potatoes/maybe some sourdough bread (supoosed to be less toxic than regular bread) so I dont lose weight. I dunno. It was the only pain free week i've had in a couple years so that was nice.

 

Could you bake your own bread?

 

Yeah i've been meaning to. If anyone has a sourdough starter hit me up

 

Just avoiding over indulgence in wheat, sugar, and starch will help with pain. You don't have to be in a state of ketosis for that. I was recommended a high-protein, high-fat, low-carb diet for pain management too. But in order to avoid going into ketosis I'll eat something bready or pasta-ey every few days. Or, um, ya know, drink my carbs...

 

I've been riding the tequila train a lot lately. From what I hear, it is very low on the hypoglycemic index. I do tend to get less belly bloat from tequila than I do other drinks of choice, like proseco, for example. The only problem with tequila is it is fucking expensive and I have a taste for the fancy stuff.

 

Yeah, distilled liquor is zero carb. Drink away!

I like my beer and wine though

 

I thought you were talking about ketamine there.

 

Yeah, thats true, maybe i'll give it a shot. I just dont want to lose weight

 

I stopped drinking beer when I quit smoking many years back, and I can't drink white wine anymore. Red is okay, sometimes, but white? Yick. I've developed an aversion to it. Too many times I've been at a party fucked up at 3 fuckin AM, and the only think left to drink is shitty white wine. So of course we go there. Yeah, no. Never again.

 

Only whites I drink are chardonnays and sauvignon blancs. I prefer reds myself--malbecs, pinot noirs, cabernets...