What's Happening???

I'm trying not to use too much plastic so got a soap in a cardboard box... only to fine it also wrapped in plastic. Pointless.

 

Oh well sorry that's not my problem. I'm just a machine in the system. With inputs and outputs. Scrambling on top of the excess of cultural detritus as I fight for my mind, keeping my eyes on the endgame.

 

The medication doesn't seem to be making my bowels get better. I'm dehydrated.

 

I caught up with a friend couple tonight and I was drinking my thermo in a plastic bottle and she said it was sickly sweet and I said yeah it's sour gummy worms. Cool huh? And she asks what's it do like a pre trainer? And I said I dunno, but it gives me energy.. And burns fat.

"oh, yeah because you need to lose a lot of weight" she says

Abd i said "ha! I'll take that, that makes me feel better because I know you're being sarcastic.

Then it was told that I have a Stan Smith disorder lol, it's from American Dad where you're actually thin but you think your 10x bigger than what others see you at

 

They need us bad!

 

Just having a beer at my desk lol. And listening to the chief financial officer wax pretentious about craft beer. My job is fun

 

Glad you switched! Sounds a lot better :-D

 

Tanks Aeri. I feel lighter and younger already. I am also moving back into my supervisor role.

 

I can feel that from you and I'm happy that you're going to be "home" again!

 

I'm trying so hard to not have to go to the hospital but my efforts at home don't seem to be working. Damn it!!!

 

just finished a wheel bearing job and now im cooking up a steak

was rain and hail while trying to work..then sun came out just as i was finishing

 

...and hubby is being a dickhole to me about probably needing to go to the hospital.

First, I told him all I needed was a ride and he could come home.

Then, I told him I'd take an Uber.

I think what I'll do is have my daughter drive me on her way to work in the morning. The medical office she works for is right across the street from the hospital.

 

Hope everything is okay aeri

 

I am already deliberating as to whether I should go with something I'm fairly certain I'll enjoy like a salad or experiment with one of the faux meat entrees.

 

tough it out

hospitals are expensive

 

I can't seem to be anywhere near one without being charged $3000.00 or more...

 

and i file that bill in the rubber maid..

 

Healthcare in Ohio will turn you over to collections in less that 3 months for not paying your bill.

 

I'm pretty sure that I have C-Diff diarrhea caused from taking the powerful antibiotic for the UTI.

I'm trying the medication, Flagyl, which is the oral they try for it. There is some failure rate with that and I guess I'm one of those statistics. I'm also eating Banatrol which is supposed to build back up your gut bacteria when you have C-Diff.

The next treatment is Vancomycin and IV fluids which I can't do at home.

If I could stay home, trust me, I would but I've had this for 10 days and I can't get it under control.

 

Hubby will take me after we get the kids on the bus in the morning.

He was just being mean and yelling at me that I should have gone last week. I told him that he didn't understand the protocol for treatment. He just kept yelling at me that he was right and I wouldn't admit that I was wrong.

Whatever.

He's going to take me and he will come back home in time to stay with the kids after school.