What's Happening???

Hubby's brother-in-law is gone.

I thought it would be today.

 

I'd be interested to know what they conclude about this.

 

Sorry.
Wishing well to your family.

 

Today I realized that I'm fighting with myself. I want to start act more serious, stop smoking so much and do nothing about what I really want to do. I spend much free time often on
unnecessarily things. I stuck in loop of saying I will stop. It is hard to suddenly quit, it's a habit for me. I also realized that I will use this thread as my some kind of diary. Data of my thoughts.

About the forum, I really like it. It has a lot of interesting stuff to read and even take a part in it. I feel it needs more life, so I would like to see it alive. Atleast I will be here very often, almost everywhere. I will write something like this every time when I will have time or till some theme doesn't come up where I could share something.
Wondering what people will think about this, but I hope this will be fun,interesting or new to some members. Just to put you through day or night haha.
Night night

 

Eh, I don't feel like time is wasted on small things if you're enjoying yourself. Big picture: you're gone die anyway so may as well do what is enjoyable. If that's putting a puzzle together or trying to make a difference in the world, it is what it is, don't let anyone else tell you you're wasting time, especially on a forum, pretty much laugh that one off... Haha.. Haha ha..

 

Aww sorry to hear that

When a person dies, it's like a whole lil world dies with them.

 

Saaaame.
Are you familiar with it, the details and all the theories?

 

Sad news...

 

I got time for something different. Even is this better and smarter from things I do in my free time for about 3 years now. I consider something like this positive for myself. You should read my thread in True confessions section. To get some puzzles of me, if you want to ofcourse. Your choice and interest.
I recently found some pieces of myself again after long time of bad shits in my life. Started to train again and feel much better. Some "outworld" experiences opened and have stronged my mind. I am ambitious person. I have enjoyed too much for some time and I feel it is enough. Need to change and accomplish something in this life cuz I don't care for death. I am really happy that I am alive and here. On this heaven.

 

I hear ya all too well, loud and clear!

 

I am a bit different, some would say "weird". I like how I can be very open and what I am. Funfun and WEEIRD

Have a good night.*

 

Nothing wrong with weirdos, lunatics and those that are different. I fear the day I reach some sort of formality with normality.

Here's something interesting. I live in a small town and the local school wants to start a girls basketball team to show young school girls there are opportunities with women's sport. Now we won't have the personnel to really make a difference and most likely the school team will be trampled on by city teams, but that's neither here nor there at the moment.

I've been asked if I'm interested in a small coaching role. I don't know basketball, I don't like basketball.. But I think it would be a good thing to do, for the kids because I do think it's important that they realise there's a future and life outside a small town.

On the flip side I have my own desires and sport I want accomplish in which I already don't spend enough time working on, so picking this up will make it harder for my personal goals, yet at the same time I also remember how fun it was for me at school playing sports. Hmmm I wonder.

 

You are so lucky to have that opportunity!! I would LOVE to do something like that!!
Dooooo it!!!

 

I am excited FOR YOU

 

It's a fun idea but the concern is I'm not a teacher and with zero qualifications, thought I don't see that as the point it's been pitched that it's 3hrs a week. Monday/Tuesday/Thursday running drills and basic stuff. My one qualification will be my sports medicine degree which I've been dying to use since I got the thing a decade ago so if one of the girls hurts themselves I can strap an ankle or elbow.

My youngest cousin really wants me to do it as I'll be coaching/training her. I bet she thinks it'll be fun. Well she'll be working hard if she wants to make my team. no favoritism.

You're killing me Jessika!

 

I'd give it a try. What have you got to lose? Maybe you can run the drills in such a way where you're getting some work in too and that could help with your other physical goals.

 

My aunt is a teacher at the school who pitched it to me, they are still in talks about it. It doesn't seem like a feminist thing just more opportunities for girls.

I can imagine staying up late to form strategies to beat these behemoths from the city. I've already looked at designing basketball jerseys, I know the school won't pay but I would. I feel like purple is a winner even though the school colors are gold and green.

An hour of those days isn't much at all and you're right, it could be good for me too, exerting more built up energy. Also maybe if I get experience I could be a PE teacher, when in my sports medicine program I got to run around with kids and adults playing football and that was always fun.

 

This area had a light dusting of snow this morning. It was very pretty. But it's all gone now. I wish it would've lasted throughout the afternoon though.

 

may get into the 70s in Thursday.. Expect a blizzard in March or April. heavy wet snow one... your weather squirrel..

 

Left my contacts in for too many days....again. Started to irritate my left eye and then kind of stuck to it when I took it out. Now my eye has felt like it's scratched all evening. Been there before. So I dimmed the lights and sat around playing jazz on my guitar for a decent part of the night.....but I was probably going to do that anyway.