What's Happening?

My bedroom is the quietest room in my house... I don't understand needing to add noise to sleep.

 

It keeps me from hearing the water dripping.

 

When your ears sound like

NNNNNNNNGGGGVVVGGGGGGGGGGGGGNNNGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGNNNNNNGGGGGGGPIIIJIINNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGG

non stop in a quiet room, then you will add noise to sleep.

Sometimes I am tired enough to ignore it, other times I need a fan to drain it or some music or noises. I have an old phone with sleep machine and listen to the gentle sounds of a thunder storm. Other times I listen to american flute or old music from 1000 year old Norse hymns.

Some nights I sleep with ear plugs. My lady lately been snoring. I dunno if that's embarrassing or not or just natural lol.

 

Yes, the

NNNNNNNNGGGGVVVGGGGGGGGGGGGGNNNGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGNNNNNNGGGGGGGPIIIJIINNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGG


never stops.

 

I'm neurotic about sound, like hearing people breathe sends me over the edge. I think my boyfriend suspects I hate him because I cant stand to hear him breathe or chew but I'm like that with everyone. So I have to have background noise on at all times or I will be a crazy person. Music during the day and a fan while I'm sleeping

 

many outside noises in my room, I need to blanket that sound out.

but my remodeled dinning room/now more relaxation room is sound proof to some degree. cant even hear the train there unless the middle door is open. But there is no bed. Only a couch .. its comfy tho. but I dont like to really sleep on it.. makes me feel irresponsible. i need to go to bed, like a normal adult. its ok to crash on the couch once in a while. but its not a bedroom..

 

I am the same way. i cant sleep with another person in bed. maybe i can crash with them once in a while. we can have cuddle and crawl in bed with another after another has rested.. to me my bed.. get out.

 

I can't sleep without white noise. No way no how.

 

Ruptured my right bicep tendon.

Surgery planned in a few days with options.
1) stretch and reattach tendon
Or
2) stretch and replace with cadaver tendon
Or
3) fuck it

 

In her escape from hurricane Irma, driving towards Atlanta Ga. My cousin passed the city of Morrow and Morrow rd.

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That's rough!

She was near me!

 

I had a consultation with the oral surgeon this morning. He gave me 10 days of strong antibiotics. Hopefully, they will take care of the pain I'm having in my mouth. My next appointment is Thursday for impressions. I need some partials. Then we will schedule the oral surgery. I'ma have a full smile for my baby's wedding!

 

Hubby and I are getting ready to deal with Irma coming our way. Ugh, I can't wait for this to be over. It's all anyone here can think about or talk about. Talked with a neighbor, and she invited us over, said her and her husband plan to get drunk during it lol Um, that might be one way to get through it. We are prepared as we can be, it's just scary when you hear of areas not that far from you, going through evacuations, but I'm not near water. It seems so surreal because the weather is seriously beautiful today. Super hot, but beautiful outside.

 

Cousin made it safely to White Plains GA.

She's going to sleep 12 hours of stress away....cats and dog are ready to play and rough house....

Maybe later.

 

I see everything clear now.

 

I can't put anything hot in my mouth.

Everything has to be room temperature - my coffee, my food, my drinks.

I'm past trying to chew anything hard anywhere in my mouth. It all ends up hitting the back of the bad tooth.

 

Do a whip-it and eat really fast..

 

lol

 

Finally found what I was looking for. Persistence is golden.

 

with my rent having recently increased, and my pension not having done so, it may be rather a long time before i am again purchasing much else besides groceries, and even those only absolute essentials.