What's Happening?

Another really laid back day at home. :sunny:

 

cutting grass, lost 7lbs already. .home cheapo approved my credit but haven't gotten to getting riding mower just yet

 

I'm counting out quarters to get some cat food.


I'm back now.

That weird little girl kept .17 of mine.

 

eh? this?? omg! I fell in love with this image ever since I first laid eyes on it only last year! (bluebells-i only thought they were part of a song. ha!) So jealous!!

edit: wait...i mean, did you see stuff like this?? I only jumped to it, because i was literally JUST looking at these photos less than an hour ago!


https://goo.gl/images/fLk42s


but I was actually asking about this International Workers Day thing. lol That "holiday". But it's all good!


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also, yeah so I can't get my photos to load in my gallery, so...I mean, I'll just continue in the threads themselves I guess.

 

Just drove past my small engine/lawnmower/snowblower mom and pop store. They had a "We're Closing" sign up as well as a commercial realtor for sale sign.

I've been buying parts, oil , everything lawn and garden equipment from them for over 25 years.

They never said anything when I was just there week and a half ago.

 

This Is Not Uncommon.......Methinks They, For Reasons Best Known To Them, Decided At The

Last Minute To Retire.........Don't Be Offended.....Just Wish Them Well......



Cheers Glen.

 

Nothing much happening today, except there must be a kid's birthday next door as they've got a bouncy castle and barbecue going in the garden. Lots of screaming and shrieking. Thank God for wax earplugs. Doubled up.

 

Aw, come on, Ged! Have a drink and a smoke and get out there in the bouncy castle! You know you want to~

 

On the roof, while it's raining, trying to get gutters unclogged.
I got a little wet, but the down spouts are free flowing now.

 

Lol...It's stopped. Anything for a quiet life...

 

So, it's amazing how one's mood can shift so suddenly...

Actually, it didn't really. It was under the surface of this anxiety now for months...yeah, I'm bummed! Like, I...well damn! I had this friend who would go away when they "weren't feeling well". That was kinda saddening for me, but I respect it, I guess. Idk, I always feel I need to be around others though when I feel this way. And bummed in the sense that i lost the passion for certain things...but Maybe I'm seeing the silver lining now. Maybe I am getting to the f' it point, or getting comfortably numb. because I did just force myself to do something I know always makes me feel better (exercise), and it did, a little.

I'm not sure what this post was meant to do. I guess maybe just that I have finally come to a point of acceptance of things and I'm not whining, I'm not scared (though anxiety is always waiting around the corner), and I am not high or "high" (was kinda feeling this last year) to where I feel like everybody loves me and I can say or do anything (haha, even though I know all of you do! I play, I play! Hehe You know what I mean)...Yeah, because believe it or not, not everybody loves me, and that was kindof hard for me to like really realize. I mean, it is still hard for me. How do you act cool around these people?
Whatever! So,...idk. I'll probably go and worry about this post now,...or, ill just go check out some happiness is... (I won't. But the thought is nice! ok, now that was a genuine smile there. )

 

I was building these two big work desks at work yesterday and I've got the sorest arms and back now. Ugh.

So I'm trying to do some stretches. I dunno, I know I've lived rough and tumble but I just think 29 nearing 30 is just too young to start thinking about the back injections.

One of our family members has just tried them and they're working great but she's 60... that's double my age... just feels like no matter what I do, stretch, prevent... it's just always sore. =[

 

Gah! I started feeling old at 25! But I feel kinda youngish again now. Maybe you need to up you vitamin intake with some veggies and omega fatty fish and then less unhealthy crap! (Idk what you eat, but that helped me tons.)

 

Well my go to food for sore back and joints is pork belly but I already had that on Sunday hehe.

I should try fish oils but I can't stand the taste and smell of fish, it's repulsive to me literally offensive. The capsules don't taste like fish, but they do if you burp it up... yuck. I've had that few times before and just yuck.

 

Lol yup! Fish burps,totally! Oh this shouldn't be that funny, but I'm making it so! Lol

Seriously though, just load up on water and or get the ones with lemon. Then you're only burping up the lemon. Omg lmao!

Alright, thanks for the laugh. Battery dying now. Bee boo beep! Lol

 

Thanks for reminding me that I need to plug my phone into the charger.

Our money hit the bank today so this evening we did the big pet supply run at Walmart and got Arby's Roast Beef Sandwiches to bring home.

I have to go buy some groceries tomorrow.

 

thumbs up! <--no, not that. but i'm saying, we need an emojii like that that reads "out of likes"
? ( fun with emojiis )

 

I just had argument with the chemist they charge me almost double what the shelf said even with a prescription.

I said no if I knew that why'd I bother coming to prescription??

They refunded me.

 

It's another beautiful day here. :sunny:

I went to bed late last night because of the medication I took to help with pain so that I could pick up all the big, heavy pet supplies at walmart. I slept well and feel good after 7 hours. I think I should start setting my alarm clock for 7 hours. If I sleep 8 hours I feel crappy.

I've got to sneak attack my two most skittish cats with the flea preventative drops today. They are so smart that it's really difficult every month to get them.

The grocery store is still happening but I don't have a list yet.

Milestone tests are happening this week for the triplets so that means no homework for them...yay.

That's about it for now. I've only been awake for two hours.

 

^I had wondered. Was surprised to see you on at that hour. Oh, and I know what you mean about the 7, not 8. I mean, I think I can sleep 8 now (I often sleep 9 hehe but then sometimes 6...or 12? Lol), but back in my schooldays it was 7 not 8...or was it 6, not 7?



Ughhh! I think I just answered my own question, but was gonna ask if it is too early for me to be here.
I just made, or just wrote another embarrassing post somewhere else, and I wanted to come back...back here to be, at least under the illusion that I am still cool. Haha ohhh man! Comeon now! I know I am alright. We all are! Enough of this silly talk about not being cool or loved, right??


I've only been awake for one hour and three quarters of that has been wasting thoughts on being witty and/or secondguessing whether I am.