What's Happening?

Well I hope you find someone Aeri, or someone finds you!

People have always told me you will find someone when you stop looking. Oh what a load of garbage, can't stand that saying.

I say if you don't look you wont find shit!

A year ago I was a fucking mess and their were probably 5 things I wanted desperately, but knew I deserved none tell I fixed my core problem. No excuses. Now I have all of the things I wanted. Maybe not in the order, or the presentation but I got em all! Its a crazy realization thinking about it.

When I was working in memory care, I took my break in another part of the building. Walked into a room and started talking to two employees. He was asking me questions and she was looking at me. Damn her eyes are powerful, very very dark colored. I was immediately attracted to her, I avoided making eye contact a 2nd time. Its a trick I do. She older than me? I don't give a shit. I knew what I was looking at was serious. Her soul was tough, you could feel it.

3 weeks later I was transferred to assisted living. We were paired up for 2 days during my so called 'training' at the end of the 2nd shift she was so pissed that she said she is going to leave work. I told her, "you can ONLY leave work if you let me take you to dinner first" few days later we had our first date and the start of things on a full moon. She told me she had a dream a few days before my orientation at work and she saw me walking through the building when she was on the floor above and was convinced I was the person from the dream. She said she was hoping that we would never talk cause she was scared cause she knew I was that person from the dream! We never did for 3 weeks cause I was in memory care. She was thankful I was.

Now everything has changed and she can't believe it. Neither can I really. Though im for sure rollin with it.

We have to hide it at work 2 people know. Others are assuming. Boss wants to split us up on work shifts and has a little. Boss knows if my girlfriend gets fired, if something is going on, im going to be pissed! I know a lot going on being the only dude on the caregiver team.

Massive amounts of estrogen is overload. Women are fucking ruthless gossip bitches. She not good enough for him!

Bitch please.

 

I don't know how to answer the boyfriend part, so I'm waiting for someone else to advice.

 

Make some jello but use pedialite or sports drink instead of water.

 

I love your story, Jacob.

Maybe again one day.

You never know.

I'll just keep making the lemonade for now.

 

Good idea but I don't have any.

Blood pressure is crap right now so that is my problem also with the dehydration as it causes me to drop. Last time this happened was when I had to stay in for 10 days for them to level everything out.

Working on it as that is not where I would like to spend time.

I am determined tomorrow will be better!

 

It wasn't too long ago I remember you having one
So it'll be a sinch.

 

I hope so!

 

Irminsul reminds me of Mjoll the lioness.

 

I do not know who that is but I'm interested by the name? Was this an old forum poster?

I wonder if it meant any resemblance to Mjollnir as in Thors Hammer. Because entangling that with a lioness is just way cool and I must know this person.

 

Was wondering if you knew....the thors hammer is interesting though being she is a Nord. She is a potential partner in skyrim.

 

Ohhh cool. lol. I have not come across her just yet.
What makes you say that anyway??
Most of the female characters in Skyrim think very highly of themselves and are very rude and abrupt... :toetap05: okay I have those traits BUT they also do not have a sense of humor, which I clearly do.

 

Definitely thinks highly of herself but the reason I kept her was because she seems happy to help.
Last guy I had says "I'm a mage not a pack mule"
But Mjoll says "I can carry lots of stuff"

She has a sense of humor too. Always telling some story about a knight pissing his armour.

 

lol. i'd come with a horse, so we could carry lots and i am good with a bow too.

 

and yeah you don't need that kind of negativity in a helping hand. tsk, tsk.

 

I googled her and she is a blonde. lol. maybe if it had dark hair I could pull that off.
There was a girl in dragon ages origins. Morrigan I think. I liked her she was totally sarcastic all the time lol.

 

Pretty sure I found her in a building in riskin but that was long ago so my memory could be....fuzzy.

Didn't know your hair color, and she is always wearing a helmet for me.

 

I was just reading about babies wearing helmets.

There's some concern among my daughter's friends that the baby girl of the former friend, who turned on my daughter for being gay, may have a problem with her head being extremely long front to back.

 

I bet he was biting his lip on the position of the 2nd last red lol. He almost pushed the yellow ball into the line of the 8 to run that game. That's totally something I'd do.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zrBRGmmQy-k

 

Hubby was already awake and outside working when I got up. Strange...

I'm supposed to get my brake pads and rotor today so my neighbor will be doing that job for us any day now.

I've got clothes and linens backed up for washing. I'll get to them.

It's sunny and breezy and beautiful outside. :sunny:

 

I got my proper 8 ball match in about... 10hrs. I'm a little nervous, I just really want to beat her. It might be a long morning. I think it'll be like a 11-8 score line, something like this. 20 odd games of pool could for a few hours as I know this opponent likes to play strategy.

I'm wondering how I should combat her strategy and I think I might just go on the offense. If she wanna play defense well, I gotta offense maybe, but then that can also leave me in trouble. It's going to be a rough match, but I expect to pull through in this one.

My team captain says if I don't beat her then "you are pretty much a shit ****". :unsure:

Well I don't want to be one of those.