Relaxed, comfortable, just generally at ease with my life. The end of the road is a helluva lot closer than the beginning, but I'm enjoying the walk.
The second verse is a good representation: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0ndUiZEhRk8"]YouTube - Lupe Fiasco - Intruder Alert
It feels almost like I am the only one. I tend to subconciously think I'm better or my opinion is better alot. I don't mean I think I'm better than you guys, but its weird. Sometimes I feel like my experiences are one of a kind and my imagination can take me as far as reality goes. When I think of my experiences, (yes mostly talking about psycedelics) But not just that. also especially the way I think. I take these things, and think about them, and then I think how they are relative to other's experiences, and if they have gone further into their mind than I have mine a part of me is like no way they have gone that far, but possibilities are endless so you have to be ready for anything. God damn that is hard to put into words.