What/who do you think about when you masturbate?

Does it work? That's the real question.

 

It works well!

 

Connie Chung

 

that site is very... inspirational.

 

Taylor Rain.

 

I sometimes think of something i've seen in porn once. But that's till I met my girlfriend (ive only had two girls, my first was awful), I've started just imagining being with her and what we could do, especially in the morning when she's not there.

With my ex I wasn't overly attracted to her, so when we were having sex i'd sometimes have to think of porn to get me off, made me feel awful.

 

I've thought about different things as I've got older.

When I first started wanking I used to think about some of the hot girls at my school and how I'd like seduce them, although I didn't think of it as seducing them at the time, it was more how I could get into their pants and what it would be like to see and touch their little slits. At that time (I must have been around 10) I didn't know much about sex, so I mostly fantasised about feeling them up.

Around the same time I began to find out more about sex from a guy a couple of years older than me that I used to hang around with. He told me he had a sex club at his house when his parents were out. He said he used to feel up and finger a couple of girls and they would jerk him off. He told me I could join the club, but if I then decided I wanted to leave I'd have to fuck one of the girls. I was still pretty naive about fucking and was worried that I'd catch 'VD' if I had sex with one of the girls, so I never did join the club. But, I had a lot of fantasies about what would have happened if I had joined, like being jerked off by these girls, and seeing them naked and jerking my friend off too.

I was also having fantasies about a couple of particular girls I had the hots for at school, a couple of whom I did briefly date. In my fantasies we'd play sex games together and try stuff out with each other, and of course I'd become a superb sex engineer, able to satisfy them every time.

In my later teens I started to get hold of porno mags, first from older friends, then I'd buy them myself, and I'd whack off thinking about fucking the chicks in those mages. This was when I started to learn lots more. I remember feeling really weird the first time I read about oral sex. I couldn't believe anyone could do anything SO dirty, but soon I was fantasising about girls sucking me hard until I flooded their mouths with hot cum.

I was 18 when I started dating my first 'serious' girlfriend and we soon began getting a little adventurous. It started by just feeling each other up through our clothes, but as soon as we got together I began fantasising about what it would be like to get her clothes off and get my first fuck. I was wanking morning and night and getting more and more horny all the time.

On the few occasions when we were at my place and my parents were out, we'd start going further and getting our hands inside each other's clothes, but we never dared to actually undress as my 'rents could arrive any time. Even so, this gave me more fantasy fuel and I was going through Kleenex at an alarming rate.

We started borrowing my friend's flat on a Friday night while he was out and this gave us the opportunity we'd been waiting for. Finally we could get naked and do what we wanted. I'd bought condoms well in advance because I didn't know when we'd get a chance for our first fuck. I remember undressing her, the sweet smell of her body, the smothness of her skin, her hardening nipples and the wetness between her legs when I finally slid her pants off. We didnt actually fuck there, but she used to get herself off by lying on top of me and grinding her **** against the base of my cock. Once she'd come, she'd jerk me off. I couldn't come the first couple of times she did this, as I was so tense, but by about the third time I blew the biggest load of my life. My mind was full of images of those times and that was the fantasy I used to jerk off to every day.

Not long after this I got my own place, just two rooms in a friend's house, and the first day there we had our first fuck. We took our time and I made sure she came first, then after she'd had a couple of minutes to recover she asked me to slide my cock into her and I fucked her mercilessly until I shot my own load.

I now had so many fantasies to work with my dick was getting sore with all the jerking as well as the actual fucking we were doing three or four times each week.

We used to read porno mags in bed together and try out the stuff we'd read, then I'd jerk off thinking about all that stuff on the days until our next session.

As time went on our sex life became less regular. We had a couple of kids and that made it more difficult to get together. During this time I'd still jerk off when I got the chance and I'd fantasise about the mags I was reading.

The next big change was getting access to the internet. First of all I was able to access much stronger porn than was available in mags, but download speeds were very slow. Even so, I was now fantasising about the girls I was seeing on the net, but when broadband came along it got much better. Soon I was downloading free clips and whacking off fantasising about the stuff I was seeing there.

Then I discovered MSN and started chatting to quite a lot of people I met in a variety of forums. One girl in particular started talking to me regularly. She was from South America, in her late teens, and horny as hell. Soon she was trying to get me to try cybersex and I couldn't resist for long. We began having sessions and it became clear that she was learning a lot of ideas from me, as she was still a virgin and had only fooled around with a couple of boyfriends. As you can imagine, I was soon jerking off after our sessions, going over all the stuff she wanted a man to do to her.

Now I have a huge mental library of images and experiences to draw on, so sometimes I fantasise about my early sex life with my girlfriend, sometimes it's the porn I see on the net, and sometimes the cybersex sessions.

I used to feel guilty about jerking off when I started screwing my girlfriend, but I was so horny all the time it was the only way to get some relief between fucks. These days my wife has no interest in sex at all, and this bugged me for a while, but I've learned to live with it. It's partly down to her health problems, and probably also to do with her age. We have too many years together to let that spoil everything. I don't know whether she realises that I still jerk off on a regular basis, although I told her a long time ago that I needed to, and it didn't worry her then. After all, some of the sweetest fantasies I use now are our first fumblings together.

 

That just totally turned me on.. Great writing skills !

 

That sounds rather familiar. :&

 

I think of some of my fellow posters.....sometimes several at the same time!!

 

Glad you enjoyed it. I enjoyed writing it. It brought back a lot of great memories.


And a terrific hard-on.

 

I think about home sex videos of my mom's that I found

 

Nice, home made or porn video's?

 

I doubt he would wank over his mum. Unless he finds her sexually attractive, in which case he has incestal tendancies (made that word up )

 

I don't know why but I am thinking about being a girl that are getting sex with other girl. and with little force on me by this another oww... so sweet...

 

*reads it for the 3rd time*

Reading that makes me horny.. You should write more.

 

I have written more. See this thread on first experiences. http://www.hipforums.com/forums/showthread.php?t=119541 Some of it was re-used in this one, but there are additional bits too.

 

too many things to mention, friends, celebs, porn stars, dicks, asses, a whole lot of things.

 

.

 

dead relatives and dead pets.






















































okay, just a joke.















































Dying relatives and pets.