I have done it a couple of times and loved it. Unfortunately with a condom on. I rather be safe then sorry. Maybe one day without if I find the right partner.
I was guilted into it by my next door hs neighbor. Almost a dare! There it was right in front of my face……so WTH. It was ok until he came. UGH! But we became suck buddies for a couple of years. Grew to like giving and receiving…..and swallowing.
That's my favorite part... It is my reward for a good job done. I love to hear his breathing intensify, feel his body tense up, and his cock throb and then feel and taste the explosion of his orgasm into my mouth.
My first thought was, "This is interesting!" I hate to say it but I really didn't know a thing about guys putting their ding-dongs into each other's mouth so when he gave me $20 to put his in mine, I was all about that $20 bill he'd handed me right before he slid the head of his dick between my lips; yes, imagine being 9 years old in 1964 with a $20 bill in hand! I liked the way it felt and tasted and he'd talked me through how to lick and suck it and then... he came in my mouth and that completed me getting totally hooked on sucking dick. I might not have known about it before it happened but I proved to be a fast learner.
A friend and I were looking at nudie mags, and he asked if I'd ever seen a cock, and if I wanted to see his. About 1 nanosecond after he had it out, my lips were on it. No thinking or anything, I jumped in and went for it. This is also when I learned that I can't be in the same room as a hard cock because I can't resist giving head.
I was in college and honestly it took me a long time to process my emotions. He was my best friend and it just seemed like a normal extension of our friendship. At the time I just enjoyed it. But then after school he moved off for a job and I was suddenly consumed with guilt and confusion. I didn’t get it all sorted out and come to terms with the fact that I could be turned on by both girls and guys until I was in my thirties.
The first time I took a man's cock in my mouth, he was already aroused. The first thought I had was how silky his cock felt on my tongue, and then the very next thought was how sweet his pre-cum tasted on the tip of my tongue.
It's also my favourite part now. Over the three decades and especially the last 10 years of sucking cock, I've really begun to more and more enjoy the taste, texture, heat, absolutely everything about guy's cum, and especially swallowing every drop. It makes me not only feel good that I am bringing him the pleasure of having someone swallow is precious nectar, and with the opposite of revulsion, but I love the special connection I feel to him, and to my own gay core, with my making his seed essence part of me. Eventually I know I will bottom to take his essence deep into my bowels for a far greater connection between us.
It was the same with me on both counts: with my best friend, but it was before college (long before) in a five year relationship of sucking and ass play, and my guilt was repressed into my unconscious so that I wouldn't even let the desires arise again until I was 30, and it still took me more than 20 years to vanquish most of my internalized homophobia, despite sucking more than 200 cocks in those 20 years. Damn society and it's insane judgement and phobias.
I have had this consistant theme in my fantasies to have a threesome. The only problem was I had no idea how I'd react when actually an active participant with another cock in close proximity. That being the issue, I went on a mission to find a cock to play with for a day (yes my brain is wired different, how I got from a threesome to sucking cock is something I can't quite understand). I hoooked up with him and I was quite nervous coming, from a very stict upbringing and a long stint in the military. I had no idea what to expect, my only experience was with women and those encounters always go slow. Boy this was a switch, we met did a bit of intruductions while he was closing the door and then my dick was in his mouth. Not quite sure what magic he performed to get my shorts off and my dicks in his mouth with what looked to be an instant. I did get to suck on his cock for quite a while and loved the experience, So much fun hearing the reaction to my newbie oral lack of skills. We had a wonderful day of it and sat around eating luch he'd prepared for us naked and loving every minute of the experience. I don't think i've ever felt quite so comfortable being naked with another guy (or anyone for that matter). In any event, he moved out of state and we chat occassionally just to keep in touch. I have found that my fantasies have changed now. Started watching porn when i was able to get it online easily and gravitated to the FFM type threesomes. Went on a few years and got into MFM porn, then MMF porn, then bisexual threesomes. I think that part of me wanting to try out a guy one on one before trying a threesome was I hate watching porn when the guys are trying to avoid contact. It looks so akward and I want to feel comforable with another cock in my mouth or hand. It's amazing to me that where I'd usually just not watch scenes of guys giving or receiving, now I'm fascinated by it all. I think that I've simply discovered that I love sex, not who it's attached to.
My first time was with a good work mate. We had both been out at a work Christmas party and were pretty smashed. We came back to my place with no intention of anything sexual happening, he just wanted to make sure I got home OK. In discussions since he has said that he didn't plan on anything happening and he had not had a bi experience before. Neither had I. After a few more drinks I said I needed a shower and went off, he stayed drinking in the kitchen. Now, this is just before Christmas in Australia and I seem to recall the temperature was around 38c (100f) that day, not much cooler in the evening. My old house didn't have air-conditioning either. I am not sure what made me do it but after showering I just put on a pair of underpants that were quite revealing. Looking back, in my quite intoxicated state I think I had an idea he might be interested in some fun. His eyes certainly popped out of his head when he saw what I was wearing after my shower! We sat around listening to music and drinking and chatting for a while when I asked if he wanted a shower as well which he said he would really like. I offered him a pair of shorts to put on after which he accepted. After that we went back to the lounge and chatted about life and work and things. I thought at that stage that I may have got things wrong and there was no interest Not much after that I said that I might go to bed and if he wanted he could sleep on the spare bed next to my room. I went to bed naked, as I always sleep that way, with just a sheet over me. Instead of going to his bed he sat on the floor outside my room and we continued chatting. Eventually I built up the nerves to ask if he wanted to join me in bed, which he said ok to. I guess we lay there for some time, still chatting, when I felt his foot rub against mine. This got me instantly hard. At this stage I had enough hints to reach over and touch his cock....my first time...and it felt so good and was so hard. I slowly masturbated him until he asked if I could suck it. I had never done anything with a guy other than masturbate together at the nude beach. So, to the point of the thread. My first thoughts were that it felt so wonderfully good, and so right, yet just a little bit naughty. The hardness and at the same time the softness just felt better than I ever imagined. We were soon in a 69 and he was a very good cocksucker for someone that had never done it before. He said I was the same. We didn't cum in mouths as we saved that for later. We did however have massive cums by each others hands and feet. The next day was surreal. After going together again in the morning I dropped him back at his place, about a 40 minute drive. We chatted about the night and how he, nor I, expected it to turn out like it did. I had thoughts going through my head for days about how I had so enjoyed it but still felt a little guilty about liking it so much. That was my first time and over 20 years ago. We still join up for sessions when we get the chance and the feelings of what we do haven't changed one bit. Thanks for reading