what the fuck..

im actually trying to get some mushrooms right now

haha i think im better

i think tripping so often was getting to me

 

Moderation is key, don't blame the LSD!

Keeping your psychedelic use to once every 1 to 3 months is very manageable. A few trips a month should be okay as long as you don't do this every month.

Even the most fucked up trips can be beneficial in the lessons that you learn. As long as you realize the root problem is within yourself you can benefit from your experience. Blaming the drug for what happened will ensure that you never fully recover.

 

Yes this is true. When trips get all kinds of bizarre and make you feel like you might have pushed it too far, and something ends up happening that goes wrong, if you allow that to scar you for life, or even for a moment, you are either a fool or just not paying close enough attention to your own mind. Psychedelic drugs are taken by us for a reason, and when we have a bad trip, this is also for a very, an all to real, in fact, reason. Either you have to learn something about the way you operate, or you have to learn something about how the rest of us operate. Bad trips are typically caused by
1. Lack of respect to the chemicals.
2. Taking them while nervous, emotionally unstable, or highly intoxicated on other psychoactive but non psychedelic chemicals.
3. Running into people who are not tripping who wish to interfere with your otherwise peaceful learning experience, such as drunk people partying, hunters in the woods, or if you are being questioned by the police.
4. Personality traits which are overbearing and constantly boasting, greedy intentions, showing off ones intellect rather than shutting up and allowing the chemical to run its course which in turn allows you to open up and embrace both pleasant and unpleasant, welcome or unwelcome thought processes.
5. A messianic complex coming on, feeling rather than being One with God, that one IS God alone and can control reality, which usually follows temporal time loops, extreme intellectual bickering, or an inflated sense of self importance.

And obviously there are more situations than one could fathom that could potentially lead to an experience which tests ones sanity and renders them a temporary failure in the game of expanding our consciousness, but these seem to be the most common examples that you hear about. Sometimes people think aliens are controlling their brains, sometimes people get paranoid thinking there are others out to get them, and sometimes people go so far out of the minds that they think they have died, entered a new dimension and arent coming back, forgot they took a drug and get so absorbed in the visuals that they momentarily get lost and so on and so forth.
If your going to play with Fire, especially the kind which comes directly from Father Fire the creator ( ) your going to get burned. And really, getting burned is the entire point if you are not open minded and share empathy for our fellow living beings, because the act of getting burned by the Fire is the act of cleasning yourself from the impurities you cling to, the concepts that is believed to be required in order to exist and be healthy, but in fact are that which causes all of our problems, or the root, as 3xi pointed out.

 

I was out smoking a joint walking arond the streets near my house at about 5am one morning, and every car on the side of the road turned into a cop car. Then one driving down the street slowed down so much when it came past me i thought it was the cops. Then they started to drive from one side of the road to the other. I thought it was a cop who thought i was drunk and trying to make me not be able to walk straight coz they wernnt driving straight.
Freaked the hell out of my and i ditched the spliff and bolted.
Paranoid
And yes i was on a fair few tabs.

 

You actually thought that a cop would drive from side to side on the street so that you would start walking funny because they knew you were drunk? That is pretty messed up!

But you do have one thing right, when you're out in a public place a cop is your most dangerous enemy! A police officer is one of the most desired occupations for the criminal mind!

 

the most fucked up time i've had with paranoia was one night walking home with a friend who just picked up a ton of pillzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz, selling them at an event. we dropped some cool white blotters! and drifted away. later in the night we smoked up. the paranoia sets in...while walking back a plane above our head was flying all the while, and we stopped just to stare at it. we gave it the full fledged FINGER, fuck you plane.

well SHIT after that, it started following us and we didnt know what the hell was up. it really, really sketched us out. we walked down the blocks a bit and there were real police cars up ahead, ticketing people. my friend was a sketchbag and sketched to the max, sketching away down the alley and leaving me completely.

of course i freaked out and there were cops right there who probably saw him run away...i like stutter stepped, began running, stopped to calm myself, and then started walking.

i pulled out my cell phone and started believing it was tapped, fuck was i perspirating..lol. i ended up calling someone in another province...hahah

then i believed my phone was tapped for a few days. >_>

 

yeh it sounds pretty fuckin weird that a cop would do this but it is definately not impossible.

However, if this indeed was the case, the best thing to do would be to act like you didn't notice the cop car at all, then you would appear really straight

 

yo, check out that message i sent u ...

 

aaight

 

Well it is absolutely ludicrous now, but at the time (i had taken 9 tabs maybe 5 hours earlier) it seemed pretty real