Just cooked up my once a week shot of H and put a lil' yay in there. Gonna keep it under my pillow until it's time to go to bed
Same here. I last purchased Oxycodone right as it was being phased into the OP formulation, so about two and a half years ago (or more). I do recall loving it however, as it crushed so damned well. But the main question is: WAS IT A REAL OC Oxycodone TABLET?!
so after 9 days of being totally clean, i finally got some roxi 15s after a long weekend of working, sore as shit my whole right side, foot, ankle, knee and now right shoulder....i was doing well, but just pain wise sucked.... IMMODIUM did wonders for the w/d's nearly zero symptoms other than the repetitive sneezing....lol. refill on Thursday......so who ever has the remote FAST FORWARD PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!
6 10/325 Hydro's spaced out over 4 hours. I took 2 whole, then 2 crushed up, then another 2 dissolved in my mouth. Pretty nice buzz.
If you can, try to find some Gabapentin (Neurontin) or Lyrica. I've used Gabapentin several times now, and it practically kills opiate withdrawal. Seriously. It takes me around 2400-2800mg per day, and the only things that happened were some sneezing and diarrhea, which Imodium took care of. But yes, I've used Imodium before with good results. I remember reading on some forum about a guy who swore he got high from Imodium, but he took (supposedly) 150mg of Loperamide. His theory was that because the dose was so high enough of it was able to cross the blood-barrier to give him a buzz. Well, Imodium tabs contain 2mg of Loperamide each, so that's 75 pills, lol. That's just nuts (imo), and even if it works (which I doubt) that's an expensive buzz, not to mention the embarrassment and suspicious glances at the store when you put 5 boxes of anti-diarrhea medication on the counter.
i actually have a script for neurontin, now i have only taken a max of prolly 1000mg at a time to try to feel better and ease the w/d's but it didnt work as well as the lope.....i started taking it before i ran out of my meds, this is really the first time i really had to rely on it as i knew it would be a while till i came across something....i have read about it a thousand times, on bluelight, and after the first few days, i stopped looking for meds, because i really felt ok....now the mental aspect was a little different..... i would usually dose 4-6 pills or 8-12 mg and lasted well over a whole day..... i got generics from cvs for like 12 dollars for 48 pills, and who ever was taking 75 at a clip, that is just as bas as oxy habit, lol but different strokes for different folk i suppose........ Normally i would do like u and grab some Methadone, a 40mg wafer would last me almose 5-6 days easy, but it lasts so long in my system, that i have to be further than 10-12 days away from a dr appt. incase i get piss tested, i once popped dirty 10 days after taking it........but dodged that bullet.. OH AND THE SNEEZING, lol i bet i sneezed 2000 times in the past week no doubt, lol
just 6mgs of subs hope the doc don,t wanna lower my dose to much. it,s been a month and a half here since i started. but i still got 10 strips left. wish me luck
I know this isn't opiate-related, but I recently posted a query on another forum I go to (it is a Math + Physics gradschool forum) about getting a decent job despite my illness and was snapped at from all directions being told I was a piece of worthless shit. It really hurt and I just wanted to see what you guys think of it, to get another opinion. Here is the thread: http://www.physicsforums.com/showthread.php?t=611658 Just tell me if you agree with the snottier people on the thread. I am really as awful and degenerate of a person as they portray. I am really just living a lie thinking that people like me???
I post in those forums more than these! Dude, you study math as well? What branch do you like? I like number theory but I'm doing a research project on complex analysis in several variables this summer, and I'm getting ready to apply to grad school in December.
How interesting. I didn't know anyone else on the HipForums was in-to theoretical mathematics. As for the branches I have researched, it is mainly Geometric Topology. As for what things I research now that I am not "in the system", it is mainly using differential geometry and Inner Product Spaces coupled with Point-Set Topology to come to a good theory explaining HOW the Big Bang occur ed. As far as I can tell by the people I know, there is plenty of research as to what happened AFTER the Big Bang, but no one seems to give a fuck about HOW it happened, which, frankly seems ass-backwards to me. I don't care what happened afterwards. I care about the BIG mystery: why and how the fuck did time come into existence and this thing we call the Universe end up expanding into what we live in.
Wow very nice man, I wasn't exactly sure what questions in mathematical physics were like, but the fact that it uses topology is not a surprise. I was originally into physics, I remember around 2008 I used to get doped up and come lecture about gravity and relativity on these forums, idk if anyone knew wtf I was talking about. Eventually I started reading math because I just thought I could never do research in modern physics without particle accelerators and such. Philosophically speaking, numbers were the most interesting and important ideas ever fathomed, I can't even imagine it possible to trying to rationalize the world without numbers. Numbers induce order. I now study number theory for a living, I have a passion for all the classical conjectures of prime numbers, I've been studying the Riemann zeta function and analytic number theory rigorously for about a year now. I'm going to the university of Wisconsin this summer for a research project to find invariants to study real hypersurfaces in n-dimensional complex space. My advisor told me its closely related to algebraic geometry, which is his field.
Well, that guy Locrian was kind of harsh to you. The impression I got was that you seem really depressed and angry about your life situation. I don't know if this is an ongoing thing or a flare-up. I remember you posting here that your condition had taken a turn for the worse recently. I really hope you start feeling better. As for possible jobs in your field, I don't really know what types of jobs a degree in mathematics would transfer to. Is going back to school a possibility? Maybe you could combine the math with some type of engineering. Just an idea. But any job is going to have a certain level of stress, no matter what it is.
8mgs today and seen the doc, things went great. he messed up and gave me 49 strips for the month and i still got 6 on the old script and 3 on me. i told him most days i take 3/4 of one. 1/2 in the mor. then another 1/4 and he misunderstond me or something and gave me 1 for in the mor.and 3/4 for later a day. it was so busy at his office today, and did 2 monster lines of coke last thur. i was hoping ma piss was clean so i would,nt have to explian that again. and he,s fine with weed. hope P.A. is the next state to get legal buds.