Haven't done a proppe ope in over a year and a half (since I stopped abusing heroin), but I've been doing the odd toke off an opium pipe or nibble of kratom, t1/2 for a headache, etc. I've been away working for a few months and got backhome to my favourte headsop wth Thai Red vein kratom and Golden as well as the high grade green indo, so I got a tuesday night's supply of that shizzle and ate about an oz-30g of good kratom and met up with my best buddy Then my lucky friend got sold one of the now very c rare OC 80s (not OPs or dilos or some nasty shit) for under half what anybody around here would normally pay. Since he lucked out and it was just my birthday we split it on top of the kratom. I nodded for a few hours and now I'm just in a blissed out but vaguely energetic mood. I feel like talking out my problems and learning from/teaching peopl, that warm opiate luv. If used without getting caught in cycles them opiates can be incredibly powerful and beautiful. I'm still surprised that my tolerance is high enough to handle that much though since I use so inconsistently. It's been like kratom once or twice a month for a year and yet that tolerance still won't go away. It's as if once you go deep into the opes you get a perma-tolerance even when not using frequently. I guess it might just be because I'm a big guy though. Fucking OC40 & 20g+Thai Red vein (kratom) & 10* Goldenleaf kratom. BLISSED THE FUCK OUT
Stoner wish i could tell ya man, iget them on insurance and only pay $5 for 90 Subutex pills. But I seem to remember when I first got hte script of 90 i thought I saw a price in the 450.00 range
a grey ghost(100mg) morphine, I have not done all of it yet, I will by night end though. I treated myself today (payday)
took 20mg of hydrocodone last night before going to bed. I took 250mgs of MDMA during the day and the hydro help give me a very rested night. It was awesome. Wish i had a little opie for everynight before bed. Havent done any opies in a while so was decent.
I know all about a perma tollerance, but for a different reason. I was born with mine. I had learned through the years from my Mom and my grandfather, her dad, that they too always needed extra medicine when being treated for pain. I am no different. Even before I had taken my first opiate, i have been treated for serious pain, such as a kidney stone where they gave me a shot of demerol and had to give me extra to deal with the pain, another time for a broken leg, multi fracture bone protruding in two places, lol, yes the sight caused more pain than the actual breakage. But again they had to give me additional shots to get me down to a level i could deal with. Then when I started on opiates, I was doing 50-60Mgs of hydro to be able to feel it. Then i had taken a few percocet but only 4 weeks after taking any opiates, i got a referall to a pain management Dr while living in Fl, and the rest was history his first script was 120 roxis/month, that lasted about 4 months then he added an extended release to the Roxis, Morpine, Methadone and then Hydromorphone, none of which I liked so I ended up with 2 Opana 40 ER/day along with 6 Roxi 30s/day, and was on that for several months when he upped my Opana to 120 40ER/month and kept Roxis where they were. It was at that point, I said enough is enough, and jumped on Subs!
sounds like your doing alot better bottlefed. at the height of my herion habit i did what would last me a week(at first) in one night. thats when i got tired of it and went to subs. and i,m tired of them now too.just need to ween off. but i,m scared, they do so much for depression and anixty even at the smallest amounts. i,m finally happy in life, but i could be using that money for something else.
I am done with opiates...it's not worth it. It really is the devil. Makes you want more and more. Would rather be in pain that to think of how many pills i have left for tomorrow ect.
6mgs of suboxone strip. asked how much cheaper the genric subtex is at the pharm. and it,s only 50 cents cheaper at 7.50 each. i was expecting more i guess? i,ll just stick with the strips.
I don't usually indulge in opiate use.....but at the moment codeine, and all because I had a nasty cough/respiratory issue no fever or anything though but either way the doctor thought it necessary to prescribe me cough syrup with codeine in it. So yeah I'm not one to complain about that. I also had what was left in a jar of marijuana tincture I had that can only enhance the effects.