What opioids are you on RIGHT NOW (Part 6)

Thanks for the tip,i will put plenty back just for the withdrawals,i wish i would have known this when i came up short on meds and had to wait for refill day on many occasions.I may have to try them in about two weeks.

 

Today so far:

About 45mgs of morphine
20mgs of hydro
350mgs of soma
.5mg of Xanax
Lunch at fudruckers
Hair cut
Job interview tonight so hopefully that goes well.
This plugging morphine thing is starting to wear on me. If I'm even an hour late on when I dose I feel like DEATH!! I missed like 36hrs because of my spinal injection procedure and when I woke up that next day I wanted to take my fucking head off. I honestly was having the worst WDs since I went cold turkey on a 300mg a day hydro habbit. I dunno what to do. They help SO MUCH WITH MY PAIN!! But the WDs are TERRIBLE!! I dunno.

Add 20mgs of hydro later
Another 350 of soma
And if I get my morphine and this job I might do another 30mgs of morphine! Hope I get this job I need it. This is the longest I've ever gone without a job since I started working the day I turned 16. Fucking econamy.

 

got some chelated magnesium citrate thats what you were talking about right etkerne, only 4mgs of subs today in 2 doses. and i finally got out of the house and went in public today, shoe shopping,( almost got DC,s bright red then i rememberd i,m 30) taco bell, then went to see the new movie american renuion. cost 11.99 for me and the ole ladys tickets, and we spent 6.00 for one drink, 6.50 for nachos and 6.00 for(a small) popcorn, junk food cost more than the movie lol.

 

You can really only get high of gabapentin 1-2 times as your body builds up after that. I was on 3,000 MGs a day for the nerve pain in my back. If i take 1500 mg at one time now..i don't even feel anything

 

I dont take it very often,thats why i have so many full bottles now,i get 90-300mg caps a month,sometimes i go all month without taking them,they sort of make me drag in the morning and beings im a morning person i dont like that feeling. Thanks for the info about these gabapentin,they are worth it to keep getting them,especially if they help with the withdrawals.

 

Nice IV shot of 60mg oxycodone. Got a sweet nod going on. Still baked from the two bowls i smoked way earlier in the afternoon. Itching like crazy right now though. haha

 

Wean yourself down from the morphine. Or just take it orally. I know it sucks, but think about where you'll end up. You said that wd's are starting within an hour. It gets worse. If you're having neuropathic pain, which you may be, that would justify a prescription for Gabapentin. It's not even a controlled substance. But at a high enough dosage you won't notice wd symptoms very much. And I've heard it described as a mild ecstasy high. I've never taken ecstasy, but I agree that the Gabapentin buzz is not entirely unpleasant. It's very long lasting too, at least 10 hours. That is a problem in itself for various reasons, but I think it's much better than cold turkey.

 

another fat shot about an hour ago, been nodded OUT, stumbling all over lke a bit of a tit earlier. Cant even see straight at the moment. YAY haha

 

I am getting ready to sit outside and get in some sun-tanning time in an hour or so. It has been SO damned rainy in Pennsylvania since I returned from Mississippi! My dark tan from the Trip to Mississippi is starting to fade, so I need to spend a good hour and a half out there today soaking up the rays.

And, of course, I will be taking 2-3 mg of Suboxone before sitting out there. I discovered during my Mississippi trip that sun-tanning while high on opioids is one of the most relaxing and 'indulgent' things a person can do haha!

I wish the UV Index up here in PA was was high as it was in The South, though. It is a measly UV 8 here today, whereas when I was at Gulfport Mississippi two weeks ago, the UV was a UV 11! Talk about a quick sun-tan. Even I needed to wear SPF 15 sunscreen there, and I am rather dark for a Northern European (more like a Northern Italian or Spaniard than an English/Irish mix which I am). Up here, I don't need sunscreen though.

 

Yea see I know this is what I should do but I just got 30 more so it's like I can keep going but then where does that get me. Ugh. Fucking tolerance. Been making some money though so that's been good. Kinda helping with the depression and I think I may have got the job so that is also kinda maybe good news. I find out if I get a 2nd interview Tuesday.

 

just 2mgs of subs today and more shoppin

 

That's good you only did 2mgs today stoner! Better than I was supposed to do with my morphine.

Today:

45mgs morphine (plugged)
20mgs hydrocodone +10mgs later (oral)
700mgs soma (oral)
.5mg Xanax (sublingual)
200-400mgs of Tagamet
2-3 bowls of some super dank
About a point of hash
And a little less than a point of pure THC extract
The hash and extract I have are OUT OF THIS WORLD!!

 

Half a bag of some good dope. Not much, has me feeling nice but nothing special.

 

Just shot a pretty small amount of some boy that was just dropped off. wow im feeing great from this small amount. new stuff i suppose

 

straight white boy dope, .3 in a tiny plastic baggie. just been eyeballing shots, usually what will fit on my key or the corner of an index card. SUPER DANGEROUS, I know, Been erring on the side of caution though, so never got a rush. pretty damn toasted though, after my 5th or 6th shot of the night. GOD DAMN i was so irresponsible tonight, seriously if you're reading this and new to dope,this is exactly how you DON'T want to do it.

 

where do i get this ?
canada announced ceasation of oxycottin production

 

Roxi and "oxycottin" are unrelated as far as I know. OxyContin was the brand name for oxycodone time release pills. Roxis tend to be instant release.

 

so i had my first taste of the big H, had to get it since i was out.....of meds, bought .6 little heavy almost .7 for 120 bucks, not all that, snorted of course no needles here.....real nice color, off white almost creme, burned abit, i sneesed alot, got me well not high, i did like six lines and 2 thismorning, got me through the day, i got 15s now, much rather have them than that......

 

You can get this prescribed to you from a MD for chronic pain. I thought Canada just changed the formulation of oxycodone to make it less abuse prone. The US sadly has done this about a year ago I believe.

 

Sorry to hear you ran short this month. At least it kept you from withdrawal.

I just had 2.5 mg of Suboxone this afternoon and looked out the window for two hours while listening to music. It was nice, though, as the leaves are coming out and such.