What opioids are you on RIGHT NOW (Part 6)

About 150mgs of some pretty sweet dope. My first use of any opiates in about a month and a half. I snorted a tiny little bit and shot the rest!

 

2 bags today dr. didnt call mabye next wed. sigh

 

Went nuts tonight for various reasons I will explain later when not high. I took a total of 6 mg Suboxone today. I feel amazing. Rare treats like this keep me alive! Time to get some REAL music reviewing in!

 

With doctors and many other professions these days, you have to chase them up. Not ideal, but to GET THE HELP YOU NEED, your gonna have to be on their asses. best of luck to you.

Picked up just less than half a gram, probably about .4 of some FIRE tan colored dope. I snorted a tiny little bit and felt pretty great. A friend needed .2 of what i had so that is gone, about 25 mins ago I did a nice shot and I am feeling fantastic right now, debating on whether to do the rest muahahahaa

 

30 mg hydro... been many months since I've had anything but I'm not sure this is enough...

 

I just arrived back to PA today. My Suboxone tolerance has been growing down in Mississippi since I forgot to bring my Agmatine Sulfate (the NMDA antagonist without psychoactive properties that lowers tolerance). So I did a "rescue dose" of Agmatine and then took a mere 2 mg of Suboxone.

I was sent into one of the most blissful and relaxing places I have been in a long time. I felt about what 6 mg felt like last week. Crazy how the drug companies dont market any NMDA antagonists for tolerance reducing even though the literature supports my anecdotal claims.

 

damn opiates really suck... don't get me wrong they're fun but tolerance just turns them into some shitty drugs and when you come off them you feel so weak. need to have a long break so i can get high without spending a fuck load.

 

Exactly what i was thinking. Over the last three years I have been going up and down in a pretty serious addiction to opiates. Sometimes i will shoot dope 7 out of 7 days a week and sometimes go without ANY opiates, pills or otherwise, for months.

This last week I have been dabbling with heroin again. The stuff i have been getting is VERY good and keeps on getting better. Shot dope i think 4 times this week. Last night i did a fat shot and got really high and then, blacked out, and woke up about 2 1/2 hours after shooting, i could barely move when i woke up and when i did felt so dizzy and honestly TOO HIGH. I go to work the day after doing dope and people even notice I am not as lively and as cheerful as normal. It takes a lot out of me. Dont get me wrong, i really do enjoy opiates but starting as of right now, I am going to throw away my needles. Take a step back from everything except cannabis. Also psychedelics will fit in the schedule. I can feel the dope pulling at me and I do not want to fall back into a habitual thing and desperately trying to not be dope sick. YUCK.

On the lighter side, I think i was the highest i have ever been on dope last night. Very intense euphoria for a good while. The person i got it from gave me the usual amount but then also gave me another half bag on top of that!

 

i hope you can stay strong, so easy to fall back into heroin.

 

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hey guys- haven't posted in forever.

suckin on a 100mcg fentanyl patch right now- feelin chill and catchin some nods.

 

50mg meperidine IM for an abscessed tooth. A mellow, low key kind of buzz. Demerol really isn't that potent. But it helped with the pain somewhat and I'm still kind of buzzed from it 2 hours later.

 

hydromorphone doggg

 

Opana40 back in action tonight with a few MillerHighLIFES

 

A lot of doctors, usually older ones, love to give shots of 50 mg Demerol. I have always been curious what it would be like. Presumably, it would be pretty intense for an opioid-naive person!

As for my latest opioid use, now that I am home from Mississippi, I have only 'splurged' once which was great (the night I took the Agmatine), but other than that, I haven't really 'gotten high'.

 

40mg of oxy and a naproxen with my morning coffee

 

That would be a good combination for alleviating headache pain! I suffer from chronic migraines and find that strong NSAIDs combined with caffeine helps significantly. And throwing in a moderate opioid dose would help round it off.

 

That's what they give you at the VA. If I had gone to the local hospital ER and complained loudly enough I may have ended up with a shot of dilaudid and a $1500 bill. As it was, I had mixed feelings about getting the shot. On one hand, I was in a state of pain that only those who have suffered with bad abscessed teeth understand. On the other hand, I was in the 5th day of vicoden withdrawal due to some asshole stealing a lot of my meds, and I didn't want to reset the process, if you know what I mean. Anyway, it helped with the pain somewhat for several hours, and the good news is that it didn't seem to fuck up the withdrawal process, because I'm now on the 6th day and starting to feel better. But demerol taken orally is even a lot weaker than vicoden. Taken IM like I had it, I really don't know. I was buzzed for sure, but I would only called it a mild, floaty kind of dissociative effect. And part of that could be due to the large doses of Gabapentin I've been taking to alleviate the vicoden withdrawal. And yes, that shit works. I'd like to shout it from the mountain tops, lol.

 

Damn man im sorry some ass took your medications. Im going through some nasty pain myself right now with my wisdom teeth, they are going into my nerves in the gums and i have to have emergency surgery tomorrow. Got some opies from a couple doctors and also some from non-doctor source will be posting back here in a couple hours most likely with results.

 

I really feel for your loss. That is just something that no person should have to go through. It is a diabolical thing to do to someone to steal something THEY know will make you feel like living hell for weeks over.

Good to hear the Demerol may have helped in some strange, coincidental manner! Also good to know that Gabapentin seems to ease w/d. I wonder if it would work well for amphetamine w/ds, which is what I deal with mostly since I just go to the Suboxone doctor whenever I run out and get more, but for the Adderall, they refuse to give it to me early and I almost always run two or three days short.