200 mg of tramadol. Yeah that's right. I'm rocking them hard. I'm gonna go break my leg and set it myself to prove what a tough guy I am on teh interwebs.
I'm going to try to get an appointment at my Primary Care clinic today - my doc is only in Wed - Fri (I wish I could only work 3 days a week but whatever, maybe she's off saving the world on Mon & Tues) but they have same day appointments for emergencies. I just don't know if "my back fuckin' hurts" is an emergency.
Fuck it, I called and made an appointment with my orthopedist for Wednesday afternoon at 2:30. He's the one that sent me to the asshead PM guy, but he also usually writes me some vicodin, least he has the last 2 times I went there. We'll see - I can barely walk right now, I'm really hating having to work.
woke up at 6am with a splitting fucking headache, and hurting like hell, so poped 60 mgs of Morph and 20mgs of norco, Fell back to sleep till 12;30pm and woke up with a worse headache and still hurting like a mother fucker.. So poped another 60 morph and chewed up and swished 30mg of norco all around my mouth.Mmmmm Good.. Still feeling like shit though,But buzzed..
I'm trying to see just how much tramadol I can take before I have a seizure and start vomiting blood. This is fun.
I pick up my Tramadol today. Starting tomorrow I will do 400mgs of trammy in the morning and either 30mg of morpn or norco in the afternoon. If I go over 550mgs of trammy I start getting a jolt here and there so I don't do more than 400mgs in a day.. Plus 400mgs get me high for like 8 hours.and helps with withdrawls. Dilly don't you have Kratom??
Are you kidding? Eet's all gone mang, I only got an ounce because I'm broke right now. It's okay though, I've got an appointment with my orthopedist on Wednesday. I'll just deal until then - the electric, phone and gas bills come before my habit, and so does food for the kids and Manfriend (one of the benefits of being anorexic is I can subsist on coffee for DAYS).
Ah fuck the bills and food, And fuck the kids to, Lte them eat at a friends house..LOL Just kiddin. I have twin boys and there isn't anything I wouldn't do for them. Those boys are my life. There I go getting allmushy and shit..HEHE. But its true, I wouldn't know what to do without them..
I got that when I first started subs. I didnt need to be on subs, but my asshead doc thought because he prescribed me 2 percocet 10mg a day for 3 months that i needed to detox. lulz. Anyway, long story short, 12mg of sub was way too fucking much and i ended up throwing up every day and gettin twitchies like you. Punted my cat a few times (accidentally). No longer have said cat. It was my exs cat anyway. Wish I could have accidentally punted her. Yeah, you probably took too much. Its your body tellin ya you dont need all that. And if you are reading this, you probably are fine
Ew, I used to twitch on subs too, but only at night. I'd be lying in bed about to go to sleep and wham! I'd kick Manfriend right in the thigh. Poor guy, I'm surprised he's still with me.
^^I hate to admit it but I think I took way to much Morphine yesterday. And when I woke up feeling like I did. I know I took way to much yesterday. So I'm going and picking up my trammy today and start taking some of those., Cause I'm blowing through my script again..It worked well for me last month, so going to do it again this month..
Wanna know why I was on percocet for 3 months? Cuz I took tramadol, fainted, hit my head and required 3 staples and an MRI. 400mg i think. Fuck tramadol, fuck it, fuck it, fuck it. Never again.