What opiate are you on right now?

Ah, Don't be so hard on yourself, Just your nose man

 

Yeah, that really must be a low point, considering it's not hard to be "accepted." As long as you are responsible, and knowledgeable about the drugs you use, you should be fine in any social situation, including a forum. Work on it, you will get there.

 

So far today, 8 bags of Heroin, Have another 4 bag shot ready to go later on and 6mg of xanax.... this all being over the past 12 hours, not all at once. Got my 90 barz filled today and have managed not to eat them all already and wake up next week... in fact sold most of them already... a big step for me.

 

^^HAHA, I know what ya mean. I don't remember alot when I tried them LOL
I woke up after blacking out, I had 5 80s to start and when I woke I ate one must have snorted one to. then I noticed I smoked part of one. Shit I have never smoked a pill. What the fuck was I thinking. DAM!!!!!!
Insane shit. And I can't wait to get ahold of some more.LOL...

 

Yea man, I have lost weeks at time because of those things.... people say remeber u did this and said that and we went here, and it's like what the fuck are you talking about? It's like it that period of time nevr happened to you, it was erased from your life, except if you don't take to much, people saying things can jogged your memory and little bits will come back to you, lol. And sorry man, if you weren't on the other side of the country, I'd hook u up.

 

^^ i need to find a fucking benzo hookup.
i've never even done any before.
it would be nice to take some with my meds though.
maybe then i could nod the fuck out like i used to.

 

Can't you get valuim without a presciption in Canada?

 

^^not that im aware of.
i really doubt it though.

i'll try and find out

 

Maybe I'm wrong, I know you can in Mexico of course, but I could have sworn a couple years back, my boy went a trip to Canada with his hockey team and he told me you could buy Valuim OTC up there.. Ask or look for Diazepam, and if you have never done a benzo before... just 2 blues, 20 mgs of Vs will have you feeling nice.

 

yeah i need a script for em over here too.
ah well, shouldn't be too hard to find some.

 

Please be careful mixing Xanax with H. It's one of the easier benzo's to take with opiates, because of the short half life, but combined with the sketchy purity of H, it's really risky.

 

lets see... i did a few lines of boy today. Today was a good day . I also managed to finally pass Through the Fire and Flames on GH3 on expert. 70% but hey... I did it.

 

Another 50mgs of Norco. I think that will be it for the night..

 

just took like 30-35~mg oxy. scored abunch of vics today too. like 33 or the 5/500s. nothing to get to ecxited about, but im saving them away for a time when ill have a lower tolerance or if i lose my OC connect and face bad WD.

 

Yes U4ia I know, you used to warn me all the time back before you left. But thank you again. And I am doing much better handling the 90 2mg xanax I pick up each month, like today, I have only taken 6mg and I am taking no more and I sold 60 of them earlier and gave a few away to some friends...
But, I just did a speedball, not in the traditional sence, the drugs were not in the same syringe... I banged a dime of Powder, then a 4 bagger of dope bout 5 minutes later. Done for the nite now.

 

so i woke up this morning and decided i was only gonna take 40mg of oxy out of my regular daily dose of 100mg, and save the other 60mg for a time when i can catch a buzz.
so i popped 20mg(saving the other 20mg for the evening) hopped in the shower, went to my room to play guitar, and my back was just killin me.
so i ended up just raillin another 40mg.

man, someday i'll catch a nod again..

so total so far today, 60mg of oxy - 20 oral and blew 40

EDIT: wow, im actually feeling a mild buzz right now.
usually the only time i get high on my meds anymore is the very first day i pick up my scripts. then i just go nuts with them for the first day.
im not noddin out or anything right now, but the fact that i even feel anything off 60mg is crazy. it usually takes me atleast 160mg to feel anything

 

So far 2 mg of dilly - I'm waiting on the mailman with baited breath. Well, not really, I brushed me teef and all but you know...

 

60mg morph 15mg oxy and a line of H when i first woke up. Today is off to a good start

 

just snorted a 40mg oc... getting ready for the passover holiday....

 

Meh, the kratom didn't show up in today's mail so I just did 4 more mg. of dilly. Guess I'll have to wait til tomorrow for my new adventure.