20mg oxy. so much for my break lol, im really bad at this. i think what im going to do to help with my tolerance is use STICTLY only every other day. i think this will be easier for me than bingeing for a week or 2 then taking a week off. so, thats the plan you guys hold me too it lol
^^ good luck blitz only using every other day should slow down your tolerance quite a bit. hopefully anyway. im at the point where i need about 200 mg of oxy to get a nice high oh, just blew another 20 mg oxy nothin big, but my back was botherin me a bit.. works pretty well as a sleep aid too.
I'm a happy girl, yes I AM. I went all day yesterday with NADA but gabapentin and cyclobenzaprine which doesn't do shit-all. Around 4 I asked my BF to drive me to the ER, because my back was killing me (truth). I got taken right away, they gave me a shot of dilaudid before even taking an xray, came back 20 min. later and asked if I needed more (they also gave me ativan in the IV) then sent me home with a script for Percocets 10/325 and 5 mg valium. I only got 20 of each but, at least I can now taper somewhat painlessly as opposed to feeling truly shitty. My habit's not that bad, I've only been back on narcotics for a little over 2 months and at that not every day; this is the longest (about 3 weeks) I've been taking them daily. Anyway, yay for NY ER docs!
I was really surprised they did that; it's like the third time in as many months that I've been there, pluse I went to a SUNY hospital a couple of Sundays ago (I'm on the Island so guess which hospital lulz) and they shot me up with morphine and valium and sent me home with a script for dilies. When I had to go back two days later they shot me with dilaudid and atavan so I wouldn't freak out in the MRI (I'm claustrophobic) and gave me a script for a higher does of dillies. It's funny, before I had real pain I couldn't get an ER doc to give me so much as tramadol; now it's like they take the pain seriously and that's a good thing, although I got into it with the asshead pharmacist, because I was using that particular chain for my workers' comp meds, and another chain for this accident. But last time I was in the ER it was midnight when I got out, so I went to an all night pharmacy, not my usual one, and so when I went to the WC pharmacy last night they told me that I couldn't fill the script because it was from a different doc. So I said "Oh, right, you have my workers' comp info; sorry, here's my regular insurance card." The guy runs it, them starts lecturing me about using all different pharmacies and different ER's, and I'm like DUDE, wtf? It's not like I'm hiding anything, it all goes through Medicaid regardless of what pharmacy I use so STFU AND GIVE ME MY MEDS. I hate pharmacists who think they know better than doctors.
^^ thats quite the storey Dilly. i hate phamesists too. i've been on pain meds for about 6 months now and they still question as to why i need them. wtf? then when i tell them, they act as though they don't even believe me. even though im there every month. when i picked up my meds earlier this week, they actually called my doc because they though i had just stolen a script pad and wrote my own prescription. BUNCH OF DICKHEADS! haha oh, just blew 60mg oxy coffee+smoke time
Yes I have a very High tolerance, but I guess all these drugs done in the in the last 8 hours could have easily killed me. 10 bags of Heroin, a Gram of Cocaine, all IV.. and and 4 barz(8mg of xanax). The coke of course was a great rush but after thsoe 30 seconds it's pretty much shitty to me, but the H and Barz have me feeeling great as I type, and yes I and comminting alot of typos, I just keep going back and fixing them when i wake up out of my nod. Took me 5 minutes to type this 30 second post. My boy keeps asking me no-stop if I'm alright, it's getting annoying, he even slapped me a couple times.
Just sniffed 10mg of oxy. Will do another 10 soon. Its been three weeks since the last time I did any so my tolerance is down again. Right after I finished that last sentence I just started feeling amazing. I will be off to see Pelican play soon, should be a nice show.
Well today was a mix of 30mgs of Morphine and 40mgs of Norco with 400mgs of tramadol. Then just blew a 80mg Oxy about 60 minutes ago. Went to the bar and had a beer and my nose was itching so bad people were starting to look at me.LOL Anyway I'm home now and can itch in the comfort of my own home...
GODDAM im shaking. i just picked up 20, count em 20 OC 80s. goddam im bout to blow a load in my pants. god im about to cry looking at this bag. im gonna do my best to hold off for tonight since im already fairly drunk. but tomorrow.....
rather than taking a break ive decided to limit myself to every other day to help keep my tolerance in check. i have my doubts about holding myself to that but ive got a better chance at doing that then taking a long break, especially now for the time being im sittin pretty, oh yes
also i got a price break that i just could not turn down. + ima sell a few for 60 a pop so when all is said and done ill be getting the pills for about 30$ a pop rather than 40
daaaaaamn, blitz have fun man. i can't wait till the day that i have a bunch of 80's in my possesion. i've never even seen them in real life before. just took 50mg oxy oral gonna blow another 40mg in a sec then off to make a deposit on my new amp head