Had 2mg Xanax with 40mgs Opana earlier today and it was the best Ive felt in a long long time. Just did a plain jane 40mg's of Opana.
Blew 50mg's Opana a little over an hour ago, it didnt hit me like a was hoping so I just poped 2mg xanax, hoping I'll be able to lay down and feel great for a few hours.
Poppy (seed) tea + Benzedrex + Green Crack marijuana. Wishing some hydrocodones would fall out of the sky right about now...it's been months
All I can say is that I got no opiates but I also smoked Green Crack and I've gone through 50mg Adderall... but yea that's off topic sorry. I just miss the days when I did enough opies to contribute to this thread
FINALLY i can post here just swallowed 12.5mg of oxy, when it starts to kick in i'm gonna rail the other 12.5mg. also drank a huge glass of white grapefruit juice and swallowed ~20mg of dipenhydramine.
Just got to the 29 th day in my methadone detox, As some will allready know on here from my " Posative " posts on detox lately .. ( Feel like a right div now) Anyway i bought a 16th of heroin last night, been smoking it since tea time yesterday, threw up last night 3 times .. proper bomb gear, nice and clean it is .. Feel slightly dissapointed with myself for caving in with the cravings .. but i feel quietly confidant of walking away from this small lapse .. Not gonna beat my self up about using as that would urge me to just use again .. Ive allways been under the impression that once you get clean you can never use again, no casual dabbling etc .. lesson learnt.
Stuck at home with a fever,and my bowl's at a friends house so I scrounged the cabinets and managed to find some Tramadol. parachuted 150mg and I feel 'alright' i guess. Wishing I had some hydrocodone at the very least though.
yeah deranger if you beat yourself up youll just make it worse. we've all been there and caved, its not horribly weak or anything. its all good, good luck man