What negative shit happened today?

i agree completely. can someone please close that?

 

thirded

 

i've realised that i've for real made my ex hate me on a level that might never be undone
not that i want him back.... but i never expected for us to not be friends either

lesson learned... no matter how tumultuous things are inside of my heart, sometimes i gotta bite my tongue, turn away and let the tears fall where no one else can see instead of saying hateful, hurtful things... even if in that moment it feels justified, usually i end up regretting having done so. like this time :'(

 

yea the ex hating you thing really sucks. i try to maintain friendships with all of my lovers. its hard though, to not be angry at them during and even after the breakup. but once loved always loved in my eyes. i'm sure with time you may come back together as friends. its just hard getting to that point.

 

yeah it's been like 4 months now (since we split) and probably 3 months since the fight to end all fights that i think was the proverbial straw that broke the camel's back

most of the time i've been able to maintain friendships with ex's too, which is maybe why this is kinda painful for me

i've sent him a pretty heartfelt apology, and now i just have to leave it.. it's up to him to decide whether he wants to forgive me or have me in his life in any way
i just feel terrible that i've obviously hurt him so much that he doesn't even want to speak to me, i can't justify some of the things i said at the time, and i can understand why he's angry... i would be too.. i just feel like an idiot for letting my emotions get the better of me at the time

 

just found out that my mother may have breast cancer...they found a lump so we'll have to wait and see what the lump is...i hope and pray to god that it's not cancer

 

I've been there with my mom, It is really scary. Luckily they caught it before it was too late, I hope your mum turns out alright

 

My boss was a big dick, I have more schoolwork than I know what to do with, and money is, as always, an issue.

 

i got blisters :/

 

My husband informed me that he plans on applying for a temp job that will makes him be on a boat for 2 months. I am pissed because he doesn't need to do this but just wants to get away from his job for awhile, but he would also be leaving our two year old as well. Who adores his dad.

 

sorry gretato. That doesnt sound very responsible of him to do. =[


I just sat through a 6 hour training at work. The first hour was spent doing laughter yoga which was weird doing it in a room full of about 50 strangers. Then we had to get in a circle and dance. lol My boss is a total nut. She also selected me to get in the middle of the circle and bust a move....which was akward. I did a little disco number. Then the second hour was spent doing lame ass computer training....then we had to watch a 1.5 hour movie on "Inappropriate touching"! It was funny at first but then got real boring.
My ass is numb.
Now I have to go to a 4 hour class on teaching children with english as their second language! gawd. Im excited about the class but not the fact that I have to sit more!
On the positive side...there was a lady at the training with the most boooootiful dreads. They went down to her waist and were probablly a few years old. She came up to me and complimented my dreadies!

 

I woke up, made breakfast for my bf and my best friend since he lives with us. The night earlier those gonads made waffles, but they also made a horrible mess all over the fucking kitchen counter...so i cleaned it after asking them what happened and them shrugging it off and saying they'd get to it later. I'm not susie home-maker...but whatever men are dumb as of right now in my mind.

 

Meh

 

My one and only left me for my best mate today!
Did not see that one coming!

 

Today I'm frustrated by the poor choices my hubby makes and how they sffect the entire family.

 

I'm getting, down on myself, sitting in my easy chair.

 

Hangover go's from being a constant reminder in the back of my head to a screaming reminder that puts me in the fetal position at work. And I just ran outta herrrb. Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu-uuuuuuuck. *sigh*

 

My neighbour lady just told me her husband has terminal cancer. He has been battling it for a couple years now, but it is now terminal. My heart breaks for them.

 

I have had an argument with my mother about a lightbulb, or specifically, the lack thereof of one.

 

I TOTALED MY CAR, SENT TWO PPL TO THE HOSPITAL WHEN I REARENDED THEM, FAILED A COURSE AND I'M SICK, I GOT CHEATED ON AND BROKEN UP WITH, oh ya and i just started my period so i'm a hormonal mess..... grrreeeat dayyyyy soory had to get that offf my chest i'm having the worst day ever and have been crying nonstoppp but ill be btter tomoorw just had to vent that