^i don't remember how much morphine I ended up taking last night cuz of the etizolam, but I know I ended up taking more. Was nodding hard, and I still feel it this morning, still got pinpoint pupils.
1mg etizolam, I'm trying my hardest not to take more but I know I'm about to take more, just no more after that I'm really scared to count the pills, I'm afraid of how few there are. I often forget how many I've taken and take more because I forgot that I already took more.
Do people actually get euphoria from benzos? or just take them to get F'ed up. Most xanax i have taken at a time was 4 mg and it just made me very relaxed and calm and this was when i was having a panic attack..no euphoria at all
^^^ I have always had panic problems for some reason and anxiety. I used to be real bad for half my life on opiates. They took care of it all, Insomnia, Anxiety you name it. But it was getting old and a leach of my body. I have always been on benzo's too. I have had euphoria if i take a bunch, 10+, But usually a tad more for a nice buzz. I still have insomnia to a degree, But i wont mix or drink on them anymore. If having a panic attack, You wont feel much other than a rush of this is cool...... No real high other than the calm and easy going. But if a casual usuer to get a buzz or keep a nice herb buzz for a few hours, Take 2 maybe 3mg's. If they are bars, Just one yellow/2mg on an empty stomic will keep you feeling good for a few. Euphoria is a fine line and usually ends up in black out or nap and what happened? lol.
I can definitely relate. Every time I would get my ambien refilled I'd take 20-25mg, then I "come to" the next day and they're all gone. One particular time I did find one pill on the kitchen floor, and I think another one somewhere on the counter. Other than that, I still haven't even found the bottle itself. Anyway, I take 30mg temazepam at bedtime. Kinda wanna switch to something else. I'd really like to go back to 1mg clonazepam twice daily, but I don't know what my psychiatrist will have to say about that. I finally got him to prescribe me benzos again, so I guess I could bring it up at my next appointment.
Just now ate 12mg of alprazolam(Purpac yellow bars). It hasn't kicked in yet, but I'm about to be feeling pretty nice
60mg temazepam and 2mg clonazepam earlier. Just took 180mg vyvanse on a full stomach not sure if it's gonna work or not.