What benzos are you on rightnow

Fuckin benzo withdrawals suck I need to get off this shit the physical addiction is too crazy

 

couple of ativans-/with morning coffee

 

Etizolam

 

Ate 32mg of alprazolam almost 2 hours ago. I also ate 16mg sometime this afternoon; maybe 9-10 hours ago.

 

before popping a G3722, I smoked a joint, popped it, busted out another half, and put that one under my tongue, and smoked a joint. That's 3mg's of Alprazolam right?

 

my mom just gave me one of her xanax bars and i got 400 mgs of neurontin and a 7.5 mg remeron. I know the last two are not benzos but they make me feel relaxed

 

I am on 5 mg valium and a half of another 5 mg

 

just chewed up a xanax bar along with a 10 milligram hydro and 800 milligrams of neurontin

 

Just now ate 8mg of alprazolam for breakfast, since I don't have any weed today. Hopefully I'll be getting a sack within the next couple of days though.

 

Just ate 10mg of alprazolam for breakfast, due to the fact that I ran out of weed last night. I'll eat 8mg more tonight so I can get to sleep.

It's crazy that my benzo tolerance is still so high, because I only take alprazolam when I don't have weed, which is rare, because I almost always have weed lately. b

You'll all be happy to know that I am no-longer addicted to alprazolam(or any other benzo). I weaned myself off, completely, and, as I said before, I ONLY take alprazolam when I don't have any weed. Today will probably be the last day that I take them for a while, because I'm supposed to be getting some weed tomorrow, though I may be getting a sack tonight(probably not, but I'm keeping my fingers crossed.

 

Endone

 

Ativan 1mg for sleep. I sure hope my doctor will give me refills.

 

Bump for 12mg of alprazolam approximately one hour ago. i'm so happy I can actually enjoy alprazolam again, since I'm no-longer physically addicted and I only take them when I don't have weed, which is rare, but my benzodiazepine tolerance is still insanely high. Tomorrow morning, or maybe tomorrow afternoon, I'll probably eat a few more, and then I'll go pick up a sack of herb tomorrow night and I won't take anymore alprazolam until my weed runs out, which, again, is rare.

Check this out, if you have't already(I THINK I've posted it one or two times in the thread. It's THE Xanax Theme Song. Enjoy!!!

[media]http://youtu.be/vPWbmE62fYs[/media]

 

Ate 20mg of alprazolam a few minutes ago. I should be feeling nice in a few minutes. Unfortunately, due to my ridiculous tolerance, I guarantee that I'll be almost completely sober. Relaxed and content, but sober. lol

Thankfully, I'll be getting some herbal remedy tonight, so I won't be eating anymore alprazolam for AT LEAST a few days.

 

I had the best high I've had a long time yesterday with a special mix of a few things.

I started off taking 2x 5mg endone pain killer with 2x codeine pills.
3x glasses of mead while this kicked in. Then a couple more glasses.
Then hit the bong twice and I was really on cloud nine I had aliens sittin' with me.

 

Update: I ended up eating 8mg more of alprazolam a few minutes after making my previous post, for a total of 28mg.

 

Well, lets see = Kpins. Dr. switched me from Xanax to K-pins. About 4.5 daily. I have to take medication for a variety of reasons I don't like, but hey, they help the bad.

120 of killers
another 40 small killers to break through the wall of pain
Vivian Vance + Add+erall ADHD is weird, sometimes think I have it, sometimes not, and sometimes i can't find it or forgot why I was looking
Kpins = for only a little longer then zippo
ambient sleep
and stuff i don't like
hydroxizine, crap gabapentin (don't take it) and I just have a lot of crap to deal with, but the answer is to fix it - repair it - but, figure it out. I can't. To those who have fun with this, well be careful. Not M & Ms. it don't take long to catch up and cause you a headache. Just be real and real safe. OK?

 

Forgot to say something: Neurontin (Gabapentin), stuff is not a drug "drug", but it is. Will bite your ass in no time and you won't think it's that - but it is.

Worst thing given out - take a buttload of it for years, then quit and see what happens. you'll soon discover something new.

Cause, see, even the Drs are not sure what it's for, but it's for everything. Took me about 4 months to get off the last 100mg. Wicked to me.

Try something else, but Lyrica is very close to that, too. CNS is affected, the nerves, and anything that messes with those? Yep. But, we all be different.

 

Last thing = someone mentioned tolerance. Just read from a terrific Dr. how to reduce tolerance. Sounds so simple, but hell no, it's not.

If you take something for, say, two days, then you gotta abstain for two days. One day, then one day off. And so on. sounds ez, but think about that for a minute.
*thinking . . . .

See? On day two (day one for some), you would be twitching to the sound of the clock. only 48 hours. That is his remedy to keep the dreaded tolerance monster at bay.

Don't know if it works, but supposedly it does. That means I would have to abstain about 1,268 days. hmmmm

 

I ate 18mg of alprazolam approximately an hour ago. I'm completely sober, but very relaxed.