What are you/have you been doing today?

Me and me mam were both pissed off today so we went to the kingfisher center (shit shopping place) and had a laugh. I found some "free" cigarets down the side of the car seat and then my mom dropped the car parking token down a gap in the dashboard and it took us 10 minutes to get it out. Then when she drove off she was pleased with herself and threw the car round a corner and the fag packet flew off the dash and out the window.

Also found out that apparently if you earn less than 15K / year, which is me and all my siblings, you can get 40 quid a week off the government regardless of means and dependents and such, and that this is not supposed to be common knowledge. I told me mam if I can get it then she can have it because it's free money and I don't really give a fuck.

 

Today was a day of highs and lows.

Had a blast trick or treating with my lil ones. Came home to very sad news that my business partner's father passed. It wasn't a surprise, but it still hurts and makes my heart ache for my friend.

 

Back from vacation! FL was amazing as well as grand cayman and Cozumel. My head is a mess its been in sea water and pool water almost everyday for 2 weeks straight, i am one big frizz ball, and I put up in a pony most of the time so the ends are curly. Now back to the cold winter tam =( i miss FL already.

 

pics plze Liz! =]

 

I think thats the return to work credit and you have to be on certain benifits for 13 weeks or more and you only get it for 1 year

 

Last night went out into wycombe and got extrememly anxious because it was so busy and loud. Was only out for an hour or so.. xD Weak, but I hate wycombe at night. Especially at halloween. Or any other event.

So this morning I did the vacuuming, and cleaned up a little from last night's pre-drinking games. We played that 20 questions thing, I got Henry the 8th in like 5 or 6 questions xD One of the guys was giving accidental clues like I asked if he was in newspapers and he said to someone else "would be about 300 years off that!" So I was like zomg The first questions came to "dead and famous fat man" ^^

Today I've put on another insence stick. mmmmmmmmmm its soo goood. I'm hoping if I burn enough when my clothes are drying in my room that my clothes will smell all nice but I do have the window open so meh...

Should really try to do some work on my essay today... Before friday I was all up for doing it, but after having a breakdown in friday in my lecture the big wall has come back to haunt me. Fucks sake. Little steps.. Do it in little steps... *chants*

 

I looooove incense! We buy incense in bulk. We once got 100 packs of incense for a tenner on eBay all different scents too.

 

well, i dressed up last night and chilled with my family for a bit. i told my stepson he could trick or treat, which was a big mistake. my man was pissed , b/c the kid's supposedly grounded. now, thanks to me, he's grounded til thanksgiving. god the mood in that house is gonna be so fucking pleasant. honestly i've had it with this kids shit. child support payments, bullshit with his son, his son moping around the house all day laying around. he won't even ask for support from this kid's mom, yet i'm expected to put up with him. i need to figure out a way to get him out. otherwise we're done honestly.
so, yeah my halloween night kinda sucked because of other people. i was supposed to go to my friend's party....but no.

 

Fuck Vig. Sorry to hear that. Does he speak to his mom

 

fuck that dude vig. get yourself a real man

 

i said a real man

 

... umean like u?

 

Vig....how old is your step son? He's prob going through a lot....coming from a broken home and feeling like you've taken his dad from him....ya know? I dont mean that harshly at all. But can you see it from a childs perspective?

 

yeah, i'm sure. i feel bad for him, for sure. bu, honestly i have bigger fish to fry. he' not mine, i'm not even old enought o be his mom. fuggit.

 

If I were you Vig I wouldnt even worry about playing the mom role....leave that to his mom or dad...just be his friend. =]

 

na i mean somebody in the real world

 

Really shouldn't take out anything against the child. He is the child, why aren't you angry with his father? Maybe it is time for you to be done with both of them.

 

I went monster mini golfing today. It was an indoor minitaure golf course that was lit with black lights and had monsetrs poppin out at you in every corner. lol. It was interesting.
Then went out to lunch to my fav vegan cafe. Had a yumnum nutty burger.
Then went for a mini hike down to the river.
All in all it has been a good day.

 

without sounding to much like a goob.
I think me and my close lady friend are slowly drifting apart and I am unsure how I feel about it. (we're not seeing eachother.. but whenever we hang out it's just not the same anymore)
On one hand its upsetting thinking about it. As she was and still is my favourite.
On the other my close friends have said to me that

which fucks with my mind quite a bit.

To say the least I am unsure how to feel :S

I realize I should have taken this to the relationship forums but I don't know the people there y'know?

Anywho I'm not really seeking advice... but this is what the majority of my day has been dominated by [the thinking part anyway]

and rarely do I talk about things that involve 'feelings'



/end of me being lame&rant

 

Enjoy, if your hearts not in it anymore, maybe it's for the best that you end it, or at least cool it off until you do know what you want.