What are you/have you been doing today?

do I?

I decided I am going to this dinner thing but had a bit of a scoff just there which was realli dumb of me as now I'm abbit full. I want to eat more delicious foods, hopefully I'll have room. I think when I come home tonight I'll do some art^___________^for my new portfolio and watch reality bites. I'm on my lone tonight so I can't drink. when I drink alone I get fucking crazy. OHMAYBEI'LLHAVEalittledrinkatthemeal. I maybe going to LONDON fashion week.fuckk I'm bad at capslock.

 

good for you luxie, 10 euro isnt bad for a charity dinner, a friend of mine was doing a charity music gig last week butt the ticket prices were 35 euro, no way i was gonna go to that!!

Wound up having to rent a canon 300V for the photography project i have, cost me 35 euro with a 100 euro deposit that i get back tomorrow, was just annoying to pay it. finished the damm thing though.

 

today was another 9hr day at school. then, i came home to have my step-child cop an attitude with me about washin the dishes. i can hear him huffin and puffin from here. i can't stand his ass. anyways, i think what i'm really frustrated with is that my sweetie doesn't come home till 9 or 10 at night. so, i am left with child rearing duties. i can't stand having to go behind that kid to make sure he is cleaning properly. fuckkkk. wen i am smoking weed shit like this doesn't bother me.
anyways, to answer your question gretaoto, i don't want to quit. i think it's wrong for some institution to invade my privacy by drug testing me. but, this is the last one, hopefully...

 

20 miles on the bike then I lifted weights, then some tai chi. I'm gonna take a nap then do some homework... maybe later i'll play some champions;return to arms

 

Went to my first hibachi restaurant. I love love loved it.. Everything was amazing especially the Plum wine. =)

 

today... today I am an aunt.
3 hours of sleep and missed my Archaeology class... but I have a niece, Roxanne Raine, 6lb9

 

Congratulations!

Do we get to see her?

 

of course it's not necessary. but some people want it. crazy how people want different things for their hairs eh? anyway, I'm a capitalist dammit

pandy... I am a patient person, esp when I'm on the clock, but I guess we shall see eh?? I'm sure I'll be stabbing the shit out of my poor feengees at first but I have a high pain threshold

 

thanks!

I have pictures and will load em when I'm not walking dead

sorry you're sick btw, I fucking hate being sick more than anything

 

today i went to school, then came home and slept. and now im on here. woo hoo

 

tommy's again cept this time i got high and was stuck there till i sobered up his brothers and cousins were all trying to cheer me up and were doing a good job they all are so crazy lol

should have pics of the apple fest tomorrow if i can find my stupid battery charger

watch me wined up in wranglers and a dixie outfitters shirt tomorrow lol
i really have no idea what to wear
prolly just jeans and a tee shirt

oh the rumors are going to be flying tomorrow
sucks to live in a small ass town

 

I'm finishing doing the greenhouse, and god damn its tidy A couple of friends that were coming down to see me tonight can't, so instead am probably going to feed the ducks donwn the road with another friend ^^

 

Fell out with me mom, let her fuck off to bristol on her own. A Huge branch fell from the cherry tree so I'm going to make shrink cups while it's green, and cut some blocks to season and probably try an make some pipes in 6 months time or so. Got 2 sofas the council have failed to collect out the front too, so it'll strip them to the frame and burn them along with whats left of the cherry tree.

Probably end up being quite a productive day, but I'm still in a foul mood. Id have been a father some time this month if things had panned out differently, it weighs heavily on my mind.

 

Pypes, I understand what you're going through. If you need a chat you know where I am.

 

Pypes, sorry to hear things aren't working out for you atm

 

Sympathy is nice. TBH me and me mam fall out semi-regularly, it's to be expected seeing as how I'm far too old to be living at home. I kinda wish I'd jumped ship at 18 and just been penny-less and let the state pick up the tab, it's not like I've spent the last 5 years wisely. I reckon if I get a day job and keep my core hours cleaning of a night I can be on 18K+ and start to move on in my life a bit.

Anyway first the kinda crap news, tried to make shrink cups but the first one i got the drill bit stuck and had to split the log to get it back out, second one I got my rough chisel stuck and had to split the log to get it back, then i realized that green cherry was actually really hard to do anything with so I just cut it all up and sorted anything thicker than my arm to season, and anything else to burn. I'll make some cherry beads or some shit next spring.

On a slightly lighter note, bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny! Or alternatively my sister was feeling sorry for me and brought me a BUNNY!!!! It's a tiny little brown dwarf with tiny ears!!!!! My card reader isn't working atm so no pics today.

 

well thats a blatent lie...............

but anyway, i want a bunky. saw one in the hooooooojj pet shop up northfield, its all fluffy and it would make a good cuddly bunky.

 

got up from some glorious dreams where I was in a rickety one room house on stilts with a bitty kitchen but a wall of drawers full of different treasures, fabrics, spices, jewels and lovely things, and I was running through gardens and a sprinkler dominated my cell phone, and my house was swinging and I lost my shoes but then I was in the sky with my hub and my ego went byebye and I melted
I woke up with sore throat and made some spicy rice, now I will have some tea

 

On another note I have been feeling iffy bout my dreads. on one hand I love them and want to have them a long time and let them grow longer and longer but.. the other day I was talking to my ma on the phone and she was just like... so what can't you let go of? you have all this old dead hair that you should be shedding like a normal person, but it's all stuck in your hair. seems (symbolic) like you're not letting go of something.
I guess if you don't know my mom it's hard to understand this, but she is a healer, has studied Diksha in India and Reiki and homeopathy, etc. She's very aware and cosmically cued in. A psychic of sorts. So things like that hit home with me. I'm at a loss and very torn. HALP!

 

Sometimes I am like this. But it generally passes. This is going off myself so don't be offended Z but maybe it's your youth? I know you're not old by any means but maybe your dreads are a symbol of keeping that 'wild teenage self' alive? Certainly the case with me. A lot of people ask when am I going to grow up and live 'in the real world'.