What are you/have you been doing today?

today I did a huge grocery shop then went to my brothers going away party. he is leaving for LA for at least a year and it was just realli emotional. I'm feeling kind of blurry now and empty. I am going to miss him soooo much. our family is realli close, we've only been apart for one week in our whole lives! I don't know how were going to cope. It's kind of horrible, I wish he wasn't going so far. I'm sitting in my house alone now, my husband is at work and there is loads of stuff I need to do but I can't bring myself to. I'm just feeling so sad and weak..

 

Looking for a home in B.C

Anyone want to adopt moi?

 

sad face,

that sucks, i hate feeling that way, i just moved out, apartment in dublin with a friend of mine, he is away at the moment and im used to a house of six, feels kinda wierd

 

Hugs lux. I've been down that road a few times now and it is really hard. It does get easier although my words won't help you right now.

cha0s... can only do Alberta... I don't want to live here, so I'm not about to entice you. But if you need a place to crash for a bit... COME ON OVER!!!

 

that is very tempting! we could frolic in fields and such

 

Yes yes... frolicking would be a must!

 

I'll adopt ya!

 

Oh yeah-good news for me. I start a new job tomorrow and I have another interview tomorrow. I'm hoping to balance both of them and make some bucks before Christmas.
My first job is 9am-2pm doing housekeeping at the lodge I used to work the desk at. I really like the head housekeeper and the girls are alot of fun. The second job is serving/cashier at the pizza/burger place, in the evenings. Tips aren't great, but every little bit helps.

 

Come to the UK and you can live in my shed ^^

Beeen reeeally busy, atm I'm up in boston (lincs, UK) with teh bf ^^ Went to the beach in skegness with his family and the two st bernards and his retriever, such win

Watching skins and wondering why the non-gay one of the two twins has been beaten up and lol at her looking through her sister's box apparently full of FANNY

 

oh yay I have a home

I will sell art and stones by the road to help contribute

 

is mamakat= bcmama in disguise! ?

 

^^ did you get pat's username wrong chaos? I think it's Pat__, I know because of all the PMs I've gotten about him from admins

 

so i did.

I don't really refer to him by his username in person.

let me change it for you

 

lol cause I imagined you being like "hey Pat underscore underscore, did you wash the blood off your face yet?"

 

that's exactly how it is

 

I was watching that skins too dragon! skins is a bit of an amazing show. thanx jason and daisy. I am now forcing myself to bed. my head is so sore from crying. It totally just hit me a few hours ago. Our goodbye was heartbreaking, we were both crying and I couldn't realli speak.

 

that's so sad Lux. my brother is traveling cross country on his bike after he graduates this winter, I'm gonna worry and miss the shit out of him

 

Today was my birthday, I'm 26. I had 2 dreads in my hair in the front I cut them out today as a symbol of moving on and growing up. I've signed myself up for an online college studying Business Administration. I had those dreads for 7 years and now they're gone and it's time for me to continue on with my life making a better life for me and my family. I've got a little girl that's 3 and another one that's due March 4th 2010. So I'm getting my shit together and thinking of my future and my kids future

 

So what's pat's new nick gonna be Chaos?

 

thats disgusting