What are you afraid of ???

i must admit there are several things im afraid of and aliens is one of them.

 

my deepest fear is killing my whole family while sleepwalking. that would really suck.

 

Ya, I did that a few times back in the 80's. Theyre cool with it now though.

 

don't they bitch about it a lot around thanksgiving though?

 

spiders

 

many things scare me, and this evening and esp right now, im feeling REALLY paranoid slash scarred. Of loved ones dying, mainly my Mum. Just a weird feeling. The alarm clock isn't tickign properly, kinda symbolic I guess. But no, I shouldn't be thinking thoughts like this, what if they have an influence on reality.
I am sometimes scarred of aliens. Esp when i was little, and watched the xfiles.
Above all, im scarred of myself. Im a pretty normal person, but then I just think what if im a monster, psychologically speaking. What if i turn out to be some kind of psychopath, murderer or even worse. a monster.
Earlier I was feeling this, and just a fleeting feelign about reality/ the world. What if its really something unimaginably horrible. The world, or reality. I cant explain... but maybe we're all living an illusion, we dont realise. I had this feeling on E once. Worst hours of my life.
This also made me think about how I dont think mad people are really mad. They're just more intune with whats going on: reality. Stuff we dont see, and thats so horrible that they do go mad.
Imagine everything we think is true, exists somewhere else. Thats horrible.
Anyway, yeah.

 

theres only one thing i am afraid in this world and that is me my self my mind anything else is natural and acceptable. death in itself is a release.
to fall into oblivion.

desires, control minds a scary thing it can do anything..

so basicly i am kinda afraid of becoming scitsofrenik since i think i allready have multiple personalityes

 

im afraid (paranoid) right now of killers.. men.. office..

 

im scared of getting a paper cut on my eye

is that at all weird??

 

yea that would suck pretty bad

 

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spiders terrify me!!!!
also i'm afraid of washing electric blankets in the washing machine.....
but that leads to many many issues on my part....

 

Someone I know coming to this site, reading all my posts, and seeing how much more of a psyko I am than I let on in school.

 

what is real is that no idiology, form of government, economic theory, or system of belief, does a damd thing to prevent tyranny. but also that diversity being the nature of reality, does equaly nothing to prevent its fall.

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bet you there is at least one other person her from yuore school man, they just dont know you too know each other.....i go to your school

 

My deepest fear is of being followed and kidnapped.
It's always in the back of my mind, I'm so paranoid about it.

 

Snakes. 'Nuff said.

 

My biggest fear is that, in the future, I will regret my current actions. That is the only fear I act on.

 

being alone for eternity and getting too old to move are up there

 

I'm afraid of being controlled by other people.

 

driving cars, inheriting bad genes, not having a soulmate, feeling like i am actually in my 50's tho i am only 21.. Damn those alcholic beverages