Weed Trips

GoodVibes1 · Mar 13, 2009

pr0ne420 said:

I trip face every time I smoke. I dont know why, but its like a whole new drug. Sometimes I wish it was the way it used to be. Its not really fun when your sitting around and everyone is stoned and chatting, and your sitting there doing somersaults in your head.
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This is exactly how I feel. I can still be chatty sometimes but usually I'm just in my head.

Doctor Dave · Mar 13, 2009

I sometimes get flashbacks... meaning... shit swims....

the sidewalk and grass

Desos · Mar 13, 2009

Mr.Writer said:

i have noticed this in myself. i find that a large part of my day is spent in zazen, doing whatever it is im doing. i'll just flip into that, quiet my mind, immerse myself in egoless awareness. almost like transitioning into this becoming the norm of my existence, which would be excellent.

i am becoming less and less immersed in my mind and becoming more detached and aware of it, like my emotions.

i view mind, emotions, things like that as limbs of the atman, most people confuse the limbs for the center, not knowing they are something else, which has those things but IS not them.

it's getting to the point where i am able to relate less and less of myself to my friends who think they are their minds, who think they are their emotions, and aren't able to even intellectually understand that they are something much, much other. i try and relate something and it's completely misinterpreted, and i'm reminded of my own misinterpretations to things an old friend said to me, who was an acid head, before i did acid. and to posts on this forum, especially stalk's and your posts. i thought i understood them before, but now i truly do and see how much i was missing it before; so i know how much my friends are missing what i mean and in what specific way they are misinterpreting it, so at least in that way i can somewhat account for it and translate what i mean into a language that a being who thinks it is it's mind and emotions can understand.

hell, i bet most people think they are their body . . .
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funny. i had a conversation with someone one time about something like this while i was tripping. i met the person at the start of the trip and after the trip ended i never saw him again; was at a party. he kept going on about how you think you might understand something, but really you don't. and then when you do really finally 'get it' for real, then you can realise how other people don't 'get it.' but the problem is that you might again raise to a different level of epiphany, and then things can just get all confusing because that means that no one is really in any position at all to say they get it or don't. subjectivity is all we have, so we are all equally ignorant.

but then i guess that it could have just been the disposition of his(our) shattered ego, that ejected instead of coming in to the mothership. he's half there, he just has to understand this first...

get it?

Mr.Writer · Mar 13, 2009

yes i know that ultimately all is one all things are buddha etc

i know this deeply in my bones, not just as a neat little intellectual fact i read in my pretty zen book with pictures, but as something that was pounded into my being with the force of a trillion big bangs

i'm speaking on a pretty shallow level, the level of human conversations in english between friends, is all

LSD_Coated_Brain · Mar 13, 2009

Well, you wont have a classic LSD trip, but I've definitely had some intense experiences. Two specific times come to mind. One was the very first time I got high. Just to give some perspective... The first 4 or so times I smoked I didn't get high. I REALLY wanted to get high, and I knew I was just doing something wrong. So for my fifth time I smoke a HUGE blunt, by myself, and fuck, I was down and out. I remember slumping onto my couch with my head rolled back, mouth wide open and my ears ringing. It was so increadibly intense I was certain the person laced it with PCP. And the funny thing is, normally when you think somethings laced, its cus your freaking out, but I was in fucking heaven. The second time was last year when I got off probation. I wansn't able to smoke for so long, I wanted to make up for it, so I smoked bowl after bowl after bowl, I don't even remember how many. Any way, I remember going from outside to inside, and not remembering anything in between, I actually started freaking out. And as I was laying on the ground, all the shit in my house, like the wall unit, and bookshelves looked like the were sky scrapers. and everything seemed menacing, it wasn't very fun.

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