Using LSD to overcome social anxiety/gain confidence/kill insecurity?

Nah man, i hate being silent lol, the more talkative iam the better i feel..but ive been a mute lately lol

 

its cause ur thinkning so much stuff upstairs ur more quiet.

i remember after i did dxm a couple times 600mg dose alone in my room in the dark...fuck it was awfull. i went very quiet and dissociated for many months. it sucked.

and lsd is just fine, iv had many positive effects from lsd. just saying once u see things like that, u cant be the same. its comparable to going to war in ways, since war veterans get flashbacks and shit. and post traumatic stress.
the war veterans get prescribed free viagra over here cause the post traumatic stress they cant get it up. and its funny i had trouble for many months after my drug usage, i had to take horny pills to help out. its sweet now tho. but fuck imagine going impotent forever cause of post trautmatic stress from an acid trip.

half my age, well yeah i stopped growing mentalling when i hit the drugs.lol

the gym and pussy goes hand in hand.... if u didnt know.

 

If you have something to say, speak.. but it's okay not to say anything.

I dunno about post traumatic stress, but I imagine a war veteran, or anyone who's been in a life threatening situation, much like many psychedelic users, have a greater appreciation for life.

 

the gym and pussy lmao....is it even possible to stop growing in the mind?...Drugs only alter that shit upstairs to make everything different...So my bodys age is 19, i do not know about my mind lol

 

time doesn't exist in a vacuum.

 

Yeah, I actually appreciate EVERYTHING life has to offer now, before lsd i would just wait out the stuff that was boring, and have a blank mind until i got to things in life that i really enjoy. Now i realize that every little part of life whether or not seems pointless, is actually pure experience and is worth everything. Before lsd, i admit that i diddn't really like people in general. I would try to avoid them because they were nothing but an annoyance to my well being, always having needs, talking too much, being parasites, etc.
When your on lsd people around you is just amazing like other loving spirits are with you all in the same incredible world. Now i try to be around people i enjoy whenever possible. I don't talk very much, sometimes i try to force myself to talk as much as others so i can get better at it, and not seem boring, but half the time i just say things when i want to, and mabey i seem like a quiet weirdo but i just always think to myself that this is me, and i really don't give a fuck if i'm up to society's standards. So i feel almost superior knowing that i'm not living by anybody's rules but my own. People alot of time don't get to know me because i'm like this, but then i just think "hey it's there loss since i don't care and they do lol". I admit its a little ignorant but like i said i don't give a fuck.

 

Sweet sweet silence. Be silently loud

 

What about love?

 

but time exists in a mind...Weird enough...However time can be seen in a vacum, the longer time goes on the more weathered it gets, do i have the right idea here?

 

dont mix pussy with love ur you'll end up married with 5 kids.
nah love is great.
i love love.

we get all these amazing insights on acid , right? but would alot of these insights come eventually? like with age?
acid makes u very wise, but so does age. i guess it helps quicken certain realisations.

its sad some of the cat videos on youtube that have been really highly dosed with acid. and u know they have to kill them, they never come back to normal.
so it makes me wonder, are we just doing a real small dose of somthing that fucks us up? like having a little bit of poision so our brain will have a little trip
who knows im just tossing up ideas

 

Insight is just insight...Its not the age, its the experiences

 

test animals are destroyed upon completetion of any scientific test, whether its administration of LSD or testing out a new shampoo. This is what your problem is man, you "toss up ideas", take them as truth, and roll with it. When we point out that your opinions-taken-as-truth are actually literally incorrect, you get defensive and jump on the "fuck it i know what im talking about" wagon. But no, you don't know what you're talking about. This is why you are so damaged from all this, you never stopped to learn. You just kept going and going and going and going and oops! I broke me

 

I always thought that a animal gets to live after any type of scientific experiment, or if the test went wrong atleast get to live with a few minior bashes..Why destroyed? lol..I feel like crying now lol

 

welcome to the machine.

 

seriously man ur a fuckhead.

iv read it before, i have done loads and loads of research on acid for years.
i remember reading how the cats kept constantly licking the air and shit , it was inhumane to let the cat live. ok dickhead.

stop pretending acid has no faults. sure acid is great, but with anything there are bad sides. stop being fucking oblivios to it.

lsd has wacked out everyone i know.

 

You have wacked out you. I have been on this board long enough to be sure of that. Its easy to put profound blame on something thats so profoundly profound.

 

To the OP...bad idea, if I haven't said so already.

 

Most def. got the same probs.

I got my bro to spill his life out in front of me within 3-4 hrs. and it was his first time.

I'd say try to find some pure MDMA powder.

 

yeah mdma is absolute best for fixing mind shit

the gentle way, from the mind outwards

but to just wipe slate clean

powder dpt in nasal passage

then universe wiped clean cranial passage out

 

whos a fuckhead? lol.....If by fuck head you mean sex additic, then moost of the world is.