Today I feel like....

really, really, caught spring fever the last few days... even though the snow is still over my head. worst plan yet, smoke a blunt, best plan availabale, smoke a blunt.

 

Chicago...

 

feel like going to some mounthain and screeming

 

today i feel like, making coffee, cooking a big meal. maybe make me some rice crispie treats. i suppose ile call in to work and try and get paid. surf the net a little more at the library. look for a new computer to buy. and a bunch of other, equally boring, assorted junk, but for now, a cigarette.

 

today...
i am on autopilot.
i worked a double shift yesterday.
so in all, i work from 11am-11pm.
i had taken adderall to keep me up and energized the whole time.
and it took me 40 minutes to get home bc the fog was so thick/low.
it usually takes me like 15 minutes to get home from work.
then, i was waiting for the adderall to wear off.
and i didn't officially fall asleep until 3:45am this morning.
then my mom wakes me up at 6:30am to tell me about her date.
like i really give a shit at that point!
she fucking woke me up and everything.
then i worked 7:30am-5:30pm today.

so, i've been on autopilot all day long.
i feel like i should some sort of drool appearing from the crevices of my lips now, lol.

ughhh delerious too.

 

awww.
our roads will pass each other one day, i'm sure of it.

 

is a sad day; i was supposed to pick up a friend from out of town but circumstances have prevented it and they don't have a phone so i can't call to tell them i'm not going to be there. i feel like crying. i've tried to get them online for hours preceeding the appointed meeting time to no avail.

 

Today I am 17 years old.

 

happy birthday!
ahhh sweet age
i'm 16 though....in heart...
yes today i feel like a 16-year old girl

 

tnx



hehe, I feel like a 25 years old...

 

again like shit... feel like everything is sliping trough my fingers and a can't help it

 

i feel like loving someone

 

i started today
and all the girls know that that is NO FUN!

so today, i feel like shit.

i did get to drive to gulf shores today
haha, i ran into florida and then turned around.

 

I feel like going to a movie theater....but the only one around is an hour and a half away down a really bumpy dusty road and most the movies are in spanish...
but this pirate movie on HBO is not bad

 

today, i feel like NOT going to work.

 

and it needs to hurry up and rain.
because i'm feeling the weight of the moon on me now.
oh, i hate being cancerian, ughhhh,

 

today i feel like fucking someone in the kneck with a rusty shitter shovel, yah, one of those days

 

oh wootier, i hear ya.
i hate those fucking days, lol.

today, i feel like...
i don't know, the day's almost over, lol.

 

oh, i know!
i really wish i bought tickets for the zztop concert tonight at the wharf in orange beach, alabama. it's tonight and man i am really regretting it.

 

a concert would certainly brighten my day up...soon as the bastards that i work for pay me.... damn supermarket cashiers, bottom of the rung i tell ya'...treat us like were trash