Ok, today... I want to appologise to a friend but sadly I'm not going to see her for a few more days. I've been on a guit trip since last night and I want it to end... I also feel like drawing a new picture to my never ending collection (I bet they could fill a whole room the amount I draw), but this one I want to be psychadelic. That'd be fun to try. ^^ Maybe I could draw it for the girl I want to appologise to?
It's hard for me to smile today...the first time in close to a year. I think I'm gonna have to put some Marley on, followed by Sublime. If that doesn't work I don't know what will
Im going christmas shopping today. I'm taking my little brother, and I'm gonna try and show him what good music is. Maybe he'll stop listening to all this garbage everyone else is in his school.
......just hanging out and keeping warm and dry. It is snowing right now, and the roads are slippery, and it is cold outside. Sounds like a good day to make a cup of hot tea, watch a good movie, and crochet another beautiful hat. I have nowhere to go, and nothing to do, but relax and enjoy this day. Rejoice !!!!!!
Today feels like any other day. It is December 25th, and yet you'd never know it at my house. No lights, no trees, no presents, no special meals, no family, no Christmas caroles, no decorations. I think we sucessfully ignored it completely this year, and I feel so content and happy. I will stay home all day,doing what I usually do, and dodge the mob who say "Merry Christmas" to everyone they meet. I don't understand what they mean, and how they can get those words out of their mouth every December. It is so corny, I just can't say how much this seems like nonsense to me. I think I am a loving, caring, kind, and giving person, but I just don't get Christmas. This time of the year always has me hiding out at home, and just waiting for it to be over.
Today, or should I say tomorrow.......I feel like making a frowning person smile. Someone who has had all of the bad luck one could stand. I want to make that person smile. If I can do that, I can do anything worth doing.
today i feel like doing something shakespearian...maybe ophelliaesque...i just need to find a river...