to the chatcave chatman..

not after fucking that english comedien dude she isnt...now she's just used

 

ah fuck.. so i played hookie wednesday.. had off thursday... and since this thing I was supposed to work moved indoors... I have off today now too.. hours are gonna be slim this week

 

lol wut..

 

I was supposed to be grilling food for an outdoors event.. since it moved indoors... it's now all gonna be finger foods I imagine.. so im not needed

 

ah.... I dislike the smell of grills.

actually cooking foods makes me nauseous.. more so red meats cooking, grease.. I just dont like it. Dont like the smell of boiling water either. < yes it has a smell.. lol

 

i love me the smell of grills.. charcoal that is..

 

I wonder what ever happened to StarTrekken speakin of cooking

 

new job I believe.. he was an old head..

 

I'm going to wallow in my baby pool

 

I don't really like any of my 'friends' in this city anymore, yet I feel guilty for skipping out on social things. not sure why...

 

societal pressures make you feel like shit for not wanting to hang out with people.. I too don't really care for hanging out for to many people.. mostly just end up hanging out with co-workers when I do.. getting high.. Overall the number of friends.. ie: people I see on a weekly basis.. can be counted on 1 hand.. I like solitude

 

I cut alot of people out of my life for reasons i dont feel guilty at all

 

Yeah most of my friends I had through my late teens and into my early 20s were either in jail.. heading to jail... or were gonna wind me up in jail.. I cut'em all from my life..

 

new fly rod on the way.. i'm filled with excitement

 

Same here joker alot of my friends are into heavy drugs which isnt cool anymore

 

Drugs wasn't the issue.. well sorta was.. one of my "friends" is doing 15 years for beating the piss out of some dude and stabbed him like 7 times.. another one was doing a couple decades for a couple keys of yay... and the rest were in and out for getting popped for dumb crimes.. I'm lucky not to be in jail honestly..

 

crazy that the guy dealing drugs gets more time than the guy who assaults and stabs someone 7 times.

the people i used to hang around with here just want to get high all the time... which i like doing, but they view getting stoned as an activity instead of something to enhance another activity, know what i mean?

i like to smoke a bowl and watch a movie, or smoke a joint and play a game or go throw a frisbee around or something. but all they want to do all of the time is just sit around smoking and listening to music (which i enjoy sometimes, but not all day every day). probably why they've all put on 50+ lbs in the last couple of years...

 

ive probably put on 20lbs this week... all i do is smoke and sit in the house.. because mother nature.. the old bitch that she is.. won't turn down the fucking heat!

btw.. 15 years out of a 30some year sentence... he'll probably be on parole for the remainder of his life

 

yeah i probably would have been the same this week if i didn't get sick. i've avoided any physical exertion i could because of this fucking heat. right now it's 35, 'feels like' 41 (106F). i had to run my air conditioner all day even though i wasn't here, so that my rabbits wouldn't cook.