This question may be too weird for a lesbian forum....but...

wow, im a virgin! Go me!

 

Okay, I've known i liked girls since i was three. I THOUGHT i liked guys a little up until this year. I hated having sex with a guy it seemed wrong. Thats kinda how i fugured out i dont like guys at all. but i was confused and all

 

i had a 2 year relationship with a man after having been out as a lesbian for 10 years. i was actually attracted to him and felt a lot of emotions for him, but the sex part of it was pretty gross if i let myself really think about what i was doing... so for the most part i kept my eyes closed and my mind in another place. i really wanted to be with him though, so i carried on that way for a couple of years. when i finally came to my senses and ended it, we became super good friends, and the relationship we had was like this weird thing that doesn't really count anymore. but yeah. never again.

i don't regret it, now i know for absolute 100% sure that i just don't like men. and penis is really gross.

 

Yeah.. i've had sex with a man. its what made me realize i was gay, mainly because it was not fun for me. i had boyfriends all through high school, but lost my virginity to Ryan* during my senior year. but all thode years i also had a semi relationship with a girl. when the deed was finally done, thats what it felt like. A deed or something i owed him. "i guess i'll have sex with you because you are my boyfriend and i feel i owe to you for being patient", but i honestly hated it. i broke up with him just a week after, because to me, it was pretty disgusting. once i finally came out and admitted to myself that i am gay, things changed. i finally felt right. I felt comfortable. and once i had sex with a woman, i knew that what i had done with Ryan was a mistake, but i learned from it. i had found the real pleasure