this place is dead today

i guess i scored by being born with a tan...and i use suntan lotion cuz i dont like getting any darker, im good with my natural color. awwww that sounds rough it makes me sad hearing of your pain...wish i could make it better

 

i wish you could too, i seriously would love anyone forever if they could make it stop burning! those vinegar things sound so good, but i just looked, and theres no vinegar or noxema in this house. aint that some shit....

 

thats really bad luck you have

 

yes it is..... makes me laugh tho, in a crazy psychotic way.

 

unfortunately i cant relate because i dont get sunburns..but they say laughter is the key to happiness.

p.s. buy vinegar and sour cream

 

haha you laugh? youre so silly

if i could i really would take care of your pain...and you wouldnt even have to love me forever...i dont want people to be in pain

ok now i know this has nothing to do with the subject but i need to get it out

im getting really really jealous and i dont know why! its because of my friend who im pretty sure well at least up until now that ididnt have any feelings for and im still pretty sure of that but now he's all like omg amandas beautiful! even though hes never seen her, in real life anyway her and he's saying all this crap like how he's in love with amanda now

and it just really made me sick when he said this:
AiNtNoSp0oN (12:56:19 AM): oh lisa ilooooove you soooo much.
AiNtNoSp0oN (12:56:22 AM): allmost as much
AiNtNoSp0oN (12:56:24 AM): as amanda
AiNtNoSp0oN (12:56:29 AM): thats A LOT!

eeeeek! now my fonts even like his! this is not going to help
ok i know i have no feelings for him besides friendship...but why am i getting so freaking jealous?

 

its been like that for the last few daze, i think i wam scary people away....

 

no not silly, psychotic. the pain isnt funny....but im laughing.....

hmm, maybe you like him. or maybe its cuz you dont like hearing that from someone about your best friend. if its neither of those 2, then I have no idea.


sour cream? we have that, but thats nothing like noxema

 

silly...psychotic im alittle of both, i smiled when i read "the pain isnt funny...but im laughing..."

i dont think i like him i think im just pissed off to see how shallow he his cuz one day we had an entire conversation about how guys tend to be shallower then girls (no offense to you...you dont seem shallow at all) and he almost proved to me that he was very much not like that...but i think he knows im mad and he's making me call him which i dont want to and well hes blackmailing me into calling him, threatening that he's going to call my house now if i dont call him (and my parents would kill me cuz they dont like the phone to ring at this wee hour of the night teeeheehe)

lather on that sour cream...you need to get better buddy!

 

hmmm.. sour cream and no vinegar

 

damn, that guy sounds like an asshole. you should go to his house, and hit him in the head with a frying pan. that would teach him to fuck with ya

will sour cream work? or just attract flies....

 

hehehhehehehehehehe thank you sooooo much! reading what you said about him totally brought my mood up. he's actually a really nice guy...but hes always saying some BS line about how women shouldnt be treated like objects or something like that even though he's very hypocritical saying that considering he treats me like an object all the time..physically and emotionally.


well you're talking to the wrong gal about sour cream on sunburns...like i said never got one...but it might attract flies...but so does almost everything else lol.

 

i dont think it will work but you could try it cause you need something cold to pull in the heat from the sunburn.

 

he sounds like a pig guy. you should fry him up, then feed him to your dogs. if you dont do that, tell him you found a new owner, being an object and all haha


how would i pull the heat from my sunburn with anything?

 

hehe i only have one dog...and he licks everyone. the object thing was because we were..i guess you could say "cuddling" and i wanted off but he wouldnt let go of me when i told him to and so basically i was stuck there and yeah well stuff went on from there...
i felt like iwas in one of those movies where the innocent sorority girl gets date raped by her jock boyfriend...but luckily for me it didnt go that far.

hmmmm i dont know how to do that...if i was there id help ya out but sadly im not

 

he didnt rape ya did he? Id be in chicago in a heartbeat if he did...

 

no he didn't..it did not go that far. but we were both stoned when that happened so i cant really be mad at him for it...i just remember it being really uncomfortable for me at least.

aww chicago in a heartbeat? thats so nice...if anyone ever hurt you id be in wherever the hell you are in wisconsin in a heartbeat

 

oooh i see. i think thats happened to almost any "couple" when they get stonedtogether. its not something to worry about too much, i guess.

and yes, id be down there. I dont like gurls getting raped.
cool, i have a bodyguard now


am i overdoing it with the smileys? lol

 

ewww we're not a couple...dont even put that in quotes lol. it wasnt so much the whole of that happening it was just that i didnt like it cuz he was stronger then me and i couldnt get away...i dont worry about it though, the reason im starting not to like him is because im starting to see him for who is really is though.

hehe yeah im your bodygaurd...but im not sure how protected you'll get, i never really thought it was a good thing when a client could take on his bodyguard...lol

no youre not overdoing it with the smileys...i love the smileys

 

i donno, i could never hit any female ever, so youd win between us two.
what i meant by couple was "gurl and guy who get stoned together".