This is my thread about nothing.

lol

 

Thanks insanejester..maybe I'll give it a try sometime....

 

Anyone notice Dorthy's hair in the Wizard of Oz when she's at the crossroads hooking up with the scarecrow? Her hair is longer in some shots.

 

has anyone seen the munchkin hanging himself from a tree in that movie? apparently there's a really faint outline of it in one of the scenes, so faint that my friend wasn't even sure she saw it.

 

we talkin about me???

 

i do yousto do this alot , what id write to each family member and mate and imagine them reading it

 

This is my post about nothing on your thread about nothing.

 

funny .I was thinkin about it just the other day too.......just beacause of my lungs right now...but I couldnt do that to my family......

 

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I didn't tell my family last year I might die from cancer, just bloated to 267 lbs before they siphoned off 13 2 liter bottles..this year they said they couldn't siphon anymore.
The best docs said the tumor removal would kill me in a couple years at most. So it would have been suicide if I hadn't found about 4 natural things I take now. The weight went down from 232 to 222 in the last week and is holding steady. There was no point bringing up possibly dying in the next month or so on hipforums, I just let you guys keep me diverted, and I diverted a few of you from your misery. One person on hipforums whom I never even met in person helped by ordering 2 of the natural meds I'm taking now to reduce tumor bulk. Hipforums has been part of saving my life with both physical and mental help. But really the research done on google seeking alternative methods to deal with 'death knocking on my door'.

I am not guilty or embarrassed at all writing ya that I probably hooked into your happy vibes telepathically for strength and probably dumped off some pain and anger vibes in exchange. But hey, you have to do what it takes to survive. For those who don't believe in a common consciousness, you have a common subconscious with people and from what I've seen of the hundreds of people visions standing around me y'all some mean motor scooters. lesson learned. But............ya still can take the evil person you are and help someone out, especially if you get in the funk of thinking about suicide, dying or otherwise become lethargic, depressed or paralyzed. I understand for certain in my darkest moments when the words 'I'm gonna die' came into my brain and I answered 'no I'm not gonna die'.........one of the main reasons for not dying was taking care of my 8 dogs and 4 cats so they can live a long happy life all hanging together. Splitting up animals to new homes would be like taking a family of kids to different orphanages or homes. I think when the importance of other peoples and animals happiness becomes one of your main reasons for living, I/you take on a whole new willpower to live. Compassion people, compassion.

peace
Honor Seed

 

I dunno if it is sadder that my death cause great misery among those left alive or the idea I am gonna die. I think it was the idea the greater misery will among the many dogs and cats rather than the idea I am in intense pain now. I sure don't want pain to increase because I died. So on that note please don't write your last suicide note online and kill yourself...........despite myself, I'd probably feel sad about you gone and so probably would a bunch of other people, and their sadness would make me even sadder........till I got those sad eyes that even look sad when ya smile, ya know what I mean?

 

i thought i was going to die in canada one time when i had an asthma attack and no money and no inhaler... luckily it wasn't too bad and i was able to get control of myself...

what's wrong with your lungs?

 

i don't think i'd leave a note if i commited suicide... but i wouldn't want anybody to find me either... or i'd want a cop to find me and never show anybody, but be able to tell myfamily i am indeed dead and not just missing....

 

i wouldn't kill myself because i do believe doing so would be anything but smart

 

well I'm not crazy enough to deny that, you are perceptive for your age. I'm a little older and let me relate to you it was one hella ride while it lasted. whoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo- hooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

 

Miss Tigerlily..Right now Im going through some tests to determine if its TB or Cancer,

I got some masses on the x rays in my lungs, and a lot of trouble breathing, but, Im not through with this life yet,,So I Aint GOING !!!!!

 

erzebet1961, if it turns out to be cancer, start on this protocol immediately, cesium/potassium liquid to kill all cancer cells within 72 hours by turning the bodies ph to greater than 8(alkaline), ellagic acid with graviola, selenium, artemisinin and assorted other natural health food supplements which will back up your immune system. I can post these later. The ones mentioned specifically deal with cancer and research can be verified by googling and reading what research medical professionals have found out in the last few years.

peace
Honor

 

fuck that. listen to your doctors, erze, and good luck.

 

Really...I know Im gonna be fine...Im not the least bit afraid !!!

Thank you so much for your kindness..it means a lot..!!!!!!!!!!!

 

Suicide is a Permanent Solution to a Temporary Problem.