this is goodbye

My mommy told me I was a mistake, that she didn't plan on having kids for another 5 years.....lol oh well, shit happens. You're alive now, and thats all that matters....please dont kill yourself. Find something fun to do, something that you've never done before, or maybe you have, and do that a lot. I find photo manipulation really fun, you should give it a try

 

Your not a mistake...just an unplanned SURPRISE!!!
No one can be a mistake being born as we all have our place in the universe.
We all have a purpose. Some of us are born for a short time to just be here long enough to affect someone else's life....as in babies who die or are stillborn.

We should not take our own lives as we have to experience what we are here to behold.
But alas, sometimes the pain is so great its hard to see past it, and we don't realize that hard times can be a blessing.
That sounds so strange, but I believe it to be true.

When you can work through a difficult time in your life you truely grow.
And maybe your purpose is to grow through that... then give someone else a prop.

teepi

 

I dont know you but I've got a few things to say. Life sucks, it's often shitty and the world is full of people we'd all rather not share it with but you just get on with things, you make the best of it and you remember there is always someone worse of than yourself who is still fighting, still going even though their situations are truly hopeless. If you have depression then it clouds your mind, it tells you the only escape is to just give up on life, but you dont have to let yourself give in to it, trust me I've been there and I've even attempted it, I failed and I woke up to myself and realised what a selfish and terrible mistake I'd made. Dont self destruct, be a fighter and pick yourself up, concentrate on how lucky you are to be alive and healthy and a part of a very beautiful earth and then step by step move on.

 

Stoney~ Please Dont Do It!!!!!! If No One Else In This World Loves You (which I Am Sure Is Very Untrue) I Do! You Can Talk To Me If You Are Going Through A Hard Time, Just Please Dont Dp This! I Was A Mistake Too...

 

i hate to be a pessimist, but...seeing as theres been no new posts from him.... i think it might be to late . Im really hoping this is just some sick joke and stoney is just a crual bastard that likes fucking with peoples emotions... i really hope thats all

 

omg i hope not.. i really hope he found the strength and will to live, because life is great

 

Hey, I have to say I agree with what Drifter and ellie said. Drifter's post made me want to cry. If they can make it through, you can too. Please post something

 

so sorry it has taken me this long to repond, ive been seeking help, and not from the docs, mother nauture, iam sorry if i scared any of u and would like to thank u all for ur love and support, it really means alot thank you

 

You're Welcome

I hope ya feel better soon. Please dont kill yourself, thats not cool man.

 

yeh good, glad ya seeing sense, i been suicidal, lost my soul m8 after 4 yrs.. cant bare it.. married a guy.. f... hurts dunnit.. crazed i waz
im .. im dealing with it..
we all need a word n a friend !
hang in there.. not in the doorway.. i did consider it..
chill out
hey u got lots of peeps wanting ya .. thas cool.

 

peace brother please don't

 

i thank u all for your concern, and for the first time in my life, i feel loved

 

Hi Stoney,hope things are a bit better for you.We all have horrible bits of life to get through.You just do it.The big consolation is that NOTHING lasts forever,& with luck & determination,you'll come to a time of your life when this phase seems far away & unimportant.Good luck & don't do anything drastic;it creates pain for those who must live with it,& who may be undeserving of it.

 

yeah things are going great!!! just gained a new love, shes my everything u know who u are *smiles* iamk so glad i did not do anything to harsh

 

See Stoney,
Remember my first PM????

You never know what lies ahead. And you never know what the hard times are trying to teach you until you go through them and see what is on the other side.

I lost my true love when I was 14....then found him again when I was 40.We're married now.
It was hard during all that time, but my life is wonderful and I'm so glad I stuck around.

Be your own best friend and never forget to love yourself,
teepi

 

thanks teepi