This can't be dreams...

I agree with Blackcat, but I just for some reason would like to believe its real, i dunno. I'm not losing anything other than a few moments of my time, so, what the hell right? If you're playing us for fools, play on, have fun.. if you're not, well, yeah im still interested.

 

doo doo doo lookin out my back door...

Ya thats creepy, youre paranoid...I have no real advice

 

no one is for ever in the same anything, even some poor bastard being tortured to death.

there may be people very good at convincing each other otherwise, but remember they are untimately doing so for their own bennifit, not yours, even if the convince themselves to the contrary.

and yes, there are people who can and do influence other people's dreams, without even meeting them personally, nor in any other way coming in contact with them except through their dreaming.

and its not something any one of us is not ourselves capable of becoming able and learning how, to do.

it seems to me, the op is stuck in some kind of a loop, of reinforcing doing something to their own mind. this is what stumbling over one's emotional shoe laces is. this is what, to my understanding, what non-sanity is.

it could be the resault of any number of influences, not all, or even most of them intentionally hostile. i would even hazard a guess that in an appartment neighboring the op's, there is someone who watches or listens to 'religeous' programing during the time the op is sleeping.

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No I am not playing you god dammit!I would never joke on the way like this.I really tryed all the things you told me,but it's the same every time.I just wanted to see will I be able to find some help here........AND I AM NOT LYING!!!I read many stuff about dreams and dimensions on the internet,but I didn't find anything like this.People say the that bermuda triangle maybe can have something with this...I am not really sure should I believe that or not...Anyway,thanks for your advices...I really appreciate that.I guess that for now on I will have to try find the solution on my own.

Thanks one more time............

 

I have dreams where I could feel pain and stuff before and when I woke up areas where I was hurt were sore. But it has never ben anything as seirous as youre talkn bout.

 

I was just at the hospital to see is everything okay with me.I was on the CT brain and everything is ok.There aren't any bad tissues like tumor or something.They say everything is ok...So this means that this what is happening to me is actually real. :S

The worst thing is that my class think I am crazy,but I am not......

 

Hey if you are still having these strange dreams I would really like to talk to you. I havent read through the whole forum but it sounds very much like something I was ecxperiencing not to long ago. Yours does seem more frequent. I still have terribly lucid dreams every night where I know I am dreaming but I cant wake up. Ive only woken up with scratches twice and I ignored it thinking I was crazy. In my dreams nothing works and no lights cut on either. I am always living in a fictional city that I assume I have built in my dreams or prehaps it is another dimension Im visiting. Point is I die in my dreams and its painful the whole time and then the dream still doesnt stop...next I will become a ghost or see my family suffering without me. I have discovered something and I think it might help you but I need to talk to you more. I didnt get any advice from a physcologist on this because I was so convinced my dreams were real and all of them just told me stuff that doesnt make sense. If you arent lying about your story then Email me at OpenYourMind@gmail.com

You might benefit from what I have discovered

 

Does all that stuff happen only when you sleep IN your apartment, or does it happen anywhere? Have you tried sleeping somewhere else for a while? I dunno if you believe in the paranormal, but your place sounds like it's haunted...

 

maybe go to a sleep and dream/ paranormal expert, they may like to watch you under these circumstances. they may be able to help you. you may be a case of interest...it sounds like a real life nightmare on elm st.

 

Stars, as mutch as this sounds like a nightmare for you, it also sounds like a fascination for you that you revel in... so it's like you both want it and don't want it. Make up your mind. Stop giving these things your time, thought and energy, taking pictures, filming ect and say NO to it. Ignore it. You're playing headgames with yourself and doing your own head in. I have worked with schizophrenics in the past and by and large they believe they are sane too when they are clearly not. There is also the possibility that you are having blackouts and simply not remembering some of the things you do and attributing these things to outside causes.

 

Hi S.T.A.R.S., I've just read your post, so here are some more thoughts.

Reality is not always what we think it is ... but then we may just not have a name for it. In the end it is all experience. But what you make of it is as real.

And also if we look on reality or dreams in a scientific way alone, we may never get to full understanding what a dream (and waking life) is. We seem so sure about what reality is ... and yet we strive to maintain a perspective of division, separation and limitations, and forget we are multi-dimensional beings. We are active energy intertwining ... also your dream experience may tell just that there are are no real limits.

But then, the fears you create are real as well and as real as you make them ... same with getting trapped, caught, imprisoned or even being unhappy - believing into programs that are not originally yours.

To set yourself free, you need to stop feeding the energy with fears and drama. Make your appartment a place of healing and transformation and healing instead. Violence draws energy ... but so does healing. So ... do not try to get out, but find yourself embedded in a cocoon that will open by itself whenever you are ready. You may be lost in the drama but other than that all doors are open.

Imagine you went into the experience out of your own full agreement.

Ok ... so just be responsible for all and everything that you experience, and love all the others who are involved, no matter what they are going through. This is your own power. Do not get blown away by the side effects. It may or may not be a dream - who knows ? - maybe it does not really matter.

Go back into the event that caused the glitch and solve it, and make all the experience one of growing and expanding inside your own heart, and spirit. Do not take sides or fall into judgement. See yourself whole and healing, and not separate from your own true being.

Yah many words ... but thank you for sharing !

 

I have a name for it....lol, freddy's nightmare....now wheres tina?.TEEEENA!!!

 

What happens if you remove the things blocking you door while you're awake, or open the windows when you're awake, or sleep somewhere else? What if you move? Have you ever tried influencing your dream while being awake?